feeling down.  Making today's peanut butter and jelly sandwich was a little scary ( Read more... )

marytrdom won out. dour thoughts come and go.

woke up late for work today. Something didn't happen with my alarms which I thought I was careful to set, or I got up and turned them off without recollecting it.

There was a nasty storm ~2pm and the sky turned green for a bit. I rode my bike from work to close the windows while getting pelted by rain ( Read more... )

she likes me (much moreso than I thought, or worried wasn't the case), i like her,

but

she's in long distance relationship,
and despite whatever chemistry  /
desire for human contact there is

I don't have the backbone to argue she
should leave him and be with me.
That wouldn't seem right to me. (golden rule?)

And I think not arguing that
( Read more... )

Left phone in room and
when I came back, this
is the text message
that was left upon it.
:
"
Tatge, you up for a chat?
"
:(

darn it
doesn't approximate the
sense of dread I have.

I'll go workout, shower,
and try to cheer myself

up

(  tings )

The film I did in my free-time is finally done and online.
Be sure to watch it in "high definition" and have the volume up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcqnSEtiefA

to watch it in higher resolution click "watch in high quality" (located right below the number of views)

So...I'm really a sr. now ( Read more... )

I just have to suck it up and finish this paper ( Read more... )

got a 40 hr/week job yup yup ( Read more... )

I stared at the computer lab and thought ( Read more... )