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Am I supposed to be locked up here forever?
Not gonna escape from your evil weevil clutches, am I?
I don't wish to remain here for eternity.
I wanna run away.
I don't wanna to be in the most abysmal trouble for the slightest thing.
I am sick and tired of everything.
I'm really sick of all these.
All these aren't part and parcel of life, are they?
I don't think so.
Why is it only me who's experiencing all this terrible happenings and not the others?
I din't want to say why I choosed it at random is because you have a happy one, but that doesn't apply to everyone.
Especially me.
If death would mean not seeing you, I'd rather be dead.
If dying would help, I wouldn't be alive.
But what if, everything fails and I see you in my next life, I wonder what would become of me.
What if.
Oh drats!
There was supposed to be training this afternoooon.
I didn't turn up for it.
Well, I din't know about it until Benedict told me on MSN only at night.
Damndamndamn.
Zhe me ban?
Okay lah, I'll speak the truth, she's pretty.
I'm just jealous lah.
I didn't tell you the other time round was because that time, I don't find her pretty, yet. :X
But then again, she don't look pretty to me anymore, at this moment.
It's just on and off and everything.
Dangxzsxzs.
I feel so awkward.
Dingdangdong.
Anywayanywayanyway!
Fine, sorry for ranting.
But well, on a second note, this is my site right? :D
I also never speak in a hostile manner to you.
So save your bloody attitude for yourself, vache.
What's the point of speaking like that to me?
Asshole.
I already said, for the countless time, to let it pass and not think about it anymore.
You just went on and on about it.
After that, for I don't know what reason, you vented your frustrations frickingly on me.
Like, am I your doll or what?
No, right?
Bloody hell get your facts right before 'screaming' at me lah, asshole.
You don't deserve anything, and I swear, anything.
Forget it.
Anyway, on a lighter note, uh......
Can't find anything delightful to talk about. ):
Haven't been talking to him for days, how's that?
Plus, a little confession from that special guy, now, how's about that?
Sigh.
Guess nothing will ever turn out fine in my life.
Everything's gonna get screwed at the end of the day.
I hadn't informed my dad about my upcoming camp on the 1st of Nov. DAMN.
Basketball tomorrow.
Perfect, with all the blisters and aches.
Friends friends friends.
Most of them are happy in their school (a specific one)
What about me?
I'm stuck in bg.
What more can I do?
However, I can't possibly resign to fate like this nor can I transfer.
What should I do? ):
Although training is tough there, I don't mind since it's gonna be helpful for us, or rather, them?
I wanna go to that school but I wanna take up fencing, too.
Though it may be a little too ambitious for a petite girl like me.
At least I might reach the stars.
But judging at the state I am in now, I've fallen all over ground.
I wanna learn how to play the violin, saxophone, piano, fencing, dance (o.o), swimming and etc etc.
YA LAH YA LAH.
I don't know how to swim lah. LOL.
Out of a sudden, I find swimming so fun.
Especially if you're all alone in the pool.
But, I'm afraid of monsters that will tug your legs and pull you into the pool, thus drowning you, not legs cramps or whatever. BUT MONSTERS. (Screams!)
When you swim, to me lah, you'll feel a sense of tranquility, so safe and relaxed.
Woahwoahwoah, guess my imagination running a little too wild.
I'll gonna make myself snap out of my makeup world and return to reality where I can be a ver' ver' ver' happy mortal, (hopefully).
xoxo, jane.
Tell me, where did I go wrong, ): (?) }
Not gonna escape from your evil weevil clutches, am I?
I don't wish to remain here for eternity.
I wanna run away.
I don't wanna to be in the most abysmal trouble for the slightest thing.
I am sick and tired of everything.
I'm really sick of all these.
All these aren't part and parcel of life, are they?
I don't think so.
Why is it only me who's experiencing all this terrible happenings and not the others?
I din't want to say why I choosed it at random is because you have a happy one, but that doesn't apply to everyone.
Especially me.
If death would mean not seeing you, I'd rather be dead.
If dying would help, I wouldn't be alive.
But what if, everything fails and I see you in my next life, I wonder what would become of me.
What if.
Oh drats!
There was supposed to be training this afternoooon.
I didn't turn up for it.
Well, I din't know about it until Benedict told me on MSN only at night.
Damndamndamn.
Zhe me ban?
Okay lah, I'll speak the truth, she's pretty.
I'm just jealous lah.
I didn't tell you the other time round was because that time, I don't find her pretty, yet. :X
But then again, she don't look pretty to me anymore, at this moment.
It's just on and off and everything.
Dangxzsxzs.
I feel so awkward.
Dingdangdong.
Anywayanywayanyway!
Fine, sorry for ranting.
But well, on a second note, this is my site right? :D
I also never speak in a hostile manner to you.
So save your bloody attitude for yourself, vache.
What's the point of speaking like that to me?
Asshole.
I already said, for the countless time, to let it pass and not think about it anymore.
You just went on and on about it.
After that, for I don't know what reason, you vented your frustrations frickingly on me.
Like, am I your doll or what?
No, right?
Bloody hell get your facts right before 'screaming' at me lah, asshole.
You don't deserve anything, and I swear, anything.
Forget it.
Anyway, on a lighter note, uh......
Can't find anything delightful to talk about. ):
Haven't been talking to him for days, how's that?
Plus, a little confession from that special guy, now, how's about that?
Sigh.
Guess nothing will ever turn out fine in my life.
Everything's gonna get screwed at the end of the day.
I hadn't informed my dad about my upcoming camp on the 1st of Nov. DAMN.
Basketball tomorrow.
Perfect, with all the blisters and aches.
Friends friends friends.
Most of them are happy in their school (a specific one)
What about me?
I'm stuck in bg.
What more can I do?
However, I can't possibly resign to fate like this nor can I transfer.
What should I do? ):
Although training is tough there, I don't mind since it's gonna be helpful for us, or rather, them?
I wanna go to that school but I wanna take up fencing, too.
Though it may be a little too ambitious for a petite girl like me.
At least I might reach the stars.
But judging at the state I am in now, I've fallen all over ground.
I wanna learn how to play the violin, saxophone, piano, fencing, dance (o.o), swimming and etc etc.
YA LAH YA LAH.
I don't know how to swim lah. LOL.
Out of a sudden, I find swimming so fun.
Especially if you're all alone in the pool.
But, I'm afraid of monsters that will tug your legs and pull you into the pool, thus drowning you, not legs cramps or whatever. BUT MONSTERS. (Screams!)
When you swim, to me lah, you'll feel a sense of tranquility, so safe and relaxed.
Woahwoahwoah, guess my imagination running a little too wild.
I'll gonna make myself snap out of my makeup world and return to reality where I can be a ver' ver' ver' happy mortal, (hopefully).
xoxo, jane.
Tell me, where did I go wrong, ): (?) }