I'm really not used to getting out of school so early. I'm so used to staying after school till 5. I don't know what to do with my self. Of course there's always working out which I plan to do but for the most part I just hang around. I really need a job. I should call A&F soon. I'll do it tonight ( Read more... )

So, I think that I want to drop my 5th and 6th period classes so I can leave after lunch but I'm not sure what to do. I know I do what I want and that I should do things for myself but I feel like I'll be letting people down and I hate that. I just want more time out of school and more hours for my (hopefully) soon to be job. The more available I ( Read more... )

I'm so angry! Why does he like to make me so mad?

I got to high jump today! Of course, I'm all stiff now but none of that matters because I got to high jump! I feel bad though because I tend to be bossy when I jump but I can't help it. The boys take over and go one after the other not giving the girls a chance. I also taught people today. It was fun. The first week is the hardest when your first ( Read more... )

So I got my tattoo last night. Instead of going to the closest tattoo parlor we went all the way to the Sunset Strip. I got it done at Shamrock Social Club. It's just the green outline of a, well you guessed it, shamrock. It hurt but not as much as I thought it would. Bryce, Grant, Steve, Raquel, and Pistle sixyearold were all there. It was a random ( Read more... )

In the aftermath of Alex's depression calm soothing breeze swept over us. A line of blue days and sunny rays was revealed. But little did we know that it was not over. Like a thundering hurricane, level 5, something has come into sight that threatens to tear us apart and throw us to the seperate coners of the globe ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I get to high jump. I can't even express how long I've waited for this or how excited I am. The though of it is the only thing that is keeping me happy and calm. I can't wait till 6th tomorrow.

So, for some strange reason I'm really irritable right now. Not just annoyed but angry and sad. Don't bother asking why, I don't know why. I just want to be left alone for some reason. I want alone time, quiet time. I think that I got used to being alone this past year, just me and Bryce. Of course, we went out with friends but not like we do now, ( Read more... )

Okay, so the song is for Alex thepurplespork, my huge Nightmare before Christmas fan. Hell, who isn't a fan of Tim Burton? He's a genious. I love this song. It's depressing and uplifting at the same time. It calms me. Other than that I love Blink 182. They are great in concert and I want to go see them again when they come out here.

So today was an okay day. I ( Read more... )

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