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[captlebubbles]

Hi my name is James Theodore Jackson and I love the taste of my own feet

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[wolfy_writing]

Who doesn't?

[captlebubbles]

I fucked up

[wolfy_writing]

Ah. Sorry. Thought you were being literal. (As a child, I used to suck my toes instead of my thumb.)

[captlebubbles]

No, I said something that really hurt someone I care about a lot and instead of, like, shutting my metaphorical mouth and shutting down the subject, like a considerate person, I decided to continue talking

I'm pretty sure they hate me now and I don't blame them but I don't want them to hate me and I know that the only thing I can do is give them space to be okay with me again but every instinct I have is telling me to go keep pushing and I know that won't help but

I haven't been able to stop crying all night