hey you.. out in the cold always doing what your told

[captwertzy]

I have onje question I want everyone to answer right now. Who here has a problem with Shawn

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[stereoasis]

I think you should do what YOU want, and exactly what you said, not think about what other people have to say. In the end, it is what is best for YOU, not for them. If you are happier going to PSU-A or the Mount, then GO FOR IT!....personally, i hate Lock Haven, so maybe im holding a grudge haha. Still...the whole roommate situation, and the situation with Shawn...you know what you need to do. Good luck with it all. Remember, im here. Hell, im going on my 5th year of college, i think i know whats going on...sometimes...;)

[captwertzy]

thank you for your thoughts. did you go to LHU? thanks again i really needed that. talk to you soon!

[c0nt0versial]

I know you don't really care what I think but you said everyone comment so I am

[captwertzy]

actually i am paying for it. I took out loans

[captwertzy]

also concerning grant. I did not lead him on. I told him from the begininng that I was in love with Shawn.He still knows that and he was like you were upset and it was my fault that we had sex. It wasn't his fault but he knew how I felt. I hold nothing against him or anything.

I did not lead him on he knew that he and I would never date. I was just a friend to him. He had no others.

[captwertzy]

damn the more i read this the more i find things to say..

shawn told me that we was behind me no matter what I choose to do. That means more to me then people saying "you never gave it a chance, you are ruining your life, or you owe it to so and so" I do not owe anyone anything. It's my life and my education the only person I owe is myself (and the bank).

And for you to say Shawn doesn't care is the stupidest thing I have ever heard. You do not know him so how can you say he doesnt care?
He was 14 not 16 and what the fuck i am 18 years old and I can date who i please. I know he cares about me and I am glad that he is around.i can hang out and touch him and kiss him if i want because he is here.

[obscure_kyoko]

You shouldn't have to go to a college that you hate...it will only make things worse on you. And it is senseless to pay for dorms if you will only be there 2 days a week. You shouldn't have to give Lock Haven another chance...you spent the past 5 months giving it a chance. Chances are if you don't like it by now you will never like it. There is nothing wrong for you wanting to be closer to the person you love (and the fact that it would be odd to room with the kids sister). Hell, if I could have...I would have moved a long time ago

[captwertzy]

Lock Haven isn't too bad but I don't like the way it is run. They fuck you over one way or another. The whole thing about closing a dorm and letting in more freshmen is dumb. I will have to transfer in a semester anyway I might as well do it now and get a whole year up there and get used to it.

Peoiple transer colleges all the time. I don't see a big deal in it. I had a kid that was a senior and he had been in three different colleges.

So two isn't bad.

[peachygirl4216]

Ok...the honest to God truth

[captwertzy]

The thing with Shawn and I is this.. we actually talked. Screwing up was maybe the best thing. If I told anyone my friends what made him or me coem to a conclusion they would think i was an idiot or something

...i love you....

[kiki787]

i think you should do whatever you feel is right. you know im behind you 100%(no pun intended) no matter what. btw since ill call you before you read this....we are going to hang out this weekend or i will kill you......ok im done now....i think....if i write something else later...well you know.....MUAHHHH