Caragh's packed. She's only brought clothes for a few days, and pajamas, of course. And a case of water bottles that she got from the store. That's all Clay told her to worry about for the trip, water and warm clothes
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The tricky thing about being in the City is, that everything green, properly green, not just city-park green, seems a long way away.
But he knows a shortcut. If you don't think too hard about it, it seems to work. You take the bus to what they claim is a forest, right outside the city limits, and then you walk inside. Maybe something shifts, maybe that forest just is a proper Forest, all that matters is, that when you've hiked for a couple of hours there is no sound of traffic, and everything smells the way it should
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She grins, and nods, hefting her bag as she gets to her feet. Talks a little, on the bus, mostly about work. Small things. Her eyes keep drifting out the window, watching what goes by, trying to imagine it, to reconcile what he's told her about with the city that they're gradually leaving.
"Nervous," she finally admits after awhile, laughing softly at herself and looking down at her hands with a grin. "Just a little, but... nervous, you know? Excited. But nervous. Silly, yeah?"
His eyes crinkle up as he smiles at her. It's a little odd, being the one who knows about the City when he still feels as if he just arrived. And it is even more strange to bring someone who does not know forests and growing, wild places, on a journey into the green shadows. Strange - and good.
It's not silly. The Forest - you have to respect it. It's not a bad place, but you need the respect. If you want it to let you in properly. And then he takes her hand and gives it a squeeze cause that is what you do. When somebody's nervous. It'll like you, I think.
Caragh listens. The Forest likes that. And even if this is just a forest he is certain that they'll be able to make their way into its heart. And in there - there will be no difference.
She smiles at the impressions she gets from him, of life and shadows and wildness. A small smile, a thoughtful one. Keeps hold of his hand for a little longer as she looks out the window.
"Read about wild places," she says. "Dreamed about them. Rain and snow, those were strange enough." She laughs a little. "And the sun in a blue sky. The parks and gardens in Tranquility, they were mostly in the houses of the rich, on their property. Not many public. Some trees. Fountains. But not much. Just pictures. Out, though, outside the city, when you'd go to the mines... that's a little what wild places feel like, I always thought. It's huge and empty and beautiful and it will kill you if you're not careful."
Wild places are beautiful, and huge, and dangerous. She understands that, that it's what draws people to them. But it's only an understanding of the intellect, the brain, it's not something that she grasps very much in her heart.
ooc: apologies, arthritis flared up in my hands and typing was... kind of an ordeal for a
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Her lips are warm and soft. Her breath tickles his skin and the darkness pools around them, inside him, flickering as the light flickers. It can be hard to tell the difference at times.
His hand is still resting on the shoulder and it slowly moves into her hair. He just wants to touch it, feel if it is as soft as it looks. As sleek.
He tilts his head a little, moving his lips against hers. Trying to hold his breath. Still time.
The Forest is watching them. Neutrally. The Forest doesn't judge, it is eternal. Only small lives judge. Short lives.
He breaks the kiss, gently, and rests his forehead against hers. His eyes still closed.
He can feel the hammering of his heart in his lips, right below the taste of her mouth.
Caragh breathes deeply, her eyes closed, feeling him all around her, his hand in her hair, her forehead resting against hers, the smell of him and the fire strong in the air and the taste of him and the stew he made and the wine he brought on her lips.
It is very quiet, and yet it isn't, in a way, with the little creatures and the wind and the crackling of the fire and the hushing of their clothing when they move and their breathing and her own heartbeat. In some ways, it's not quiet at all.
Again, she wonders briefly if she ought to apologize, but she doesn't think so, exactly. "I don't want to upset you," she says softly. "Tell me if I ever do, okay? I know you can, even if it's not in words. Sometimes I'm better at reading people than others." She opens her eyes and laughs, softly, warmly, squeezing one of his hands.
It didn't feel like the wrong thing to do, kissing him. It still doesn't.
He's not silent, either. Not by a long shot. There are lots of ways of speaking that don't need the voice. Just as the woods are quiet with night, but not silent, so is Clay -- quiet, maybe, but not silent
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But he knows a shortcut. If you don't think too hard about it, it seems to work. You take the bus to what they claim is a forest, right outside the city limits, and then you walk inside. Maybe something shifts, maybe that forest just is a proper Forest, all that matters is, that when you've hiked for a couple of hours there is no sound of traffic, and everything smells the way it should ( ... )
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"Nervous," she finally admits after awhile, laughing softly at herself and looking down at her hands with a grin. "Just a little, but... nervous, you know? Excited. But nervous. Silly, yeah?"
Then she looks up, smiles. "Glad I'm not alone."
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It's not silly. The Forest - you have to respect it. It's not a bad place, but you need the respect. If you want it to let you in properly. And then he takes her hand and gives it a squeeze cause that is what you do. When somebody's nervous. It'll like you, I think.
Caragh listens. The Forest likes that. And even if this is just a forest he is certain that they'll be able to make their way into its heart. And in there - there will be no difference.
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"Read about wild places," she says. "Dreamed about them. Rain and snow, those were strange enough." She laughs a little. "And the sun in a blue sky. The parks and gardens in Tranquility, they were mostly in the houses of the rich, on their property. Not many public. Some trees. Fountains. But not much. Just pictures. Out, though, outside the city, when you'd go to the mines... that's a little what wild places feel like, I always thought. It's huge and empty and beautiful and it will kill you if you're not careful."
Wild places are beautiful, and huge, and dangerous. She understands that, that it's what draws people to them. But it's only an understanding of the intellect, the brain, it's not something that she grasps very much in her heart.
ooc: apologies, arthritis flared up in my hands and typing was... kind of an ordeal for a ( ... )
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His hand is still resting on the shoulder and it slowly moves into her hair. He just wants to touch it, feel if it is as soft as it looks. As sleek.
He tilts his head a little, moving his lips against hers. Trying to hold his breath. Still time.
The Forest is watching them. Neutrally. The Forest doesn't judge, it is eternal. Only small lives judge. Short lives.
He breaks the kiss, gently, and rests his forehead against hers. His eyes still closed.
He can feel the hammering of his heart in his lips, right below the taste of her mouth.
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It is very quiet, and yet it isn't, in a way, with the little creatures and the wind and the crackling of the fire and the hushing of their clothing when they move and their breathing and her own heartbeat. In some ways, it's not quiet at all.
Again, she wonders briefly if she ought to apologize, but she doesn't think so, exactly. "I don't want to upset you," she says softly. "Tell me if I ever do, okay? I know you can, even if it's not in words. Sometimes I'm better at reading people than others." She opens her eyes and laughs, softly, warmly, squeezing one of his hands.
It didn't feel like the wrong thing to do, kissing him. It still doesn't.
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She didn't hurt him. It hurts, yes, but that is not her doing.
He takes one hand up to tuck her hair behind her ear, letting his eyes rest on her face.
The Forest is alive all around them and he feels calm. At ease.
His finger trails down her cheek.
They should sleep. You cannot sleep past daybreak in the forest. There's too much light.
You won't upset me. He turns his head to rest his lips against her temple. An almost innocent caress. You're not upsetting me.
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