Your Life Path Number is 5
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it's been a week since i've been out of the house for more than five minutes. the last time i went out we were only out for twenty. i ask myself why i don't go out more and the reasons stack up: i'll need to bring ramona (i'm not at the stage where i can leave her with anyone yet), how long until i need to pump/breastfeed, do i even have clothes to ( Read more... )

so i finally had the guts to leave the house today. i've been putting it off in fear of 'over working' myself and thus causing my now super soft belly to fall over my stitches. i do not want that loose fat hang-over that never goes away (without surgery). i know i'm never going to be the sexy mom that i continually envision myself as, but there are ( Read more... )

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home at last! :) we're home, and it's been crazy. we painfully made our way home on monday, after savouring the last bite of hospital lunch (which isn't so bad... really). since then we've settled into our new routine, although it took a while. that first night was horrible. ramona has taken to sleeping throughout the day and staying awake from ( Read more... )

this is what happens when you get overly excited about something that should never be bet on. complete letdown ( Read more... )

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went to the doctor today, and had an i.e. (internal exam, when the doctor sticks two fingers up you to check if your cervix is dilating) and boom! dilated, 1 cm. YAY ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to find my fingers (un)pleasantly swollen. i'm hoping it's because of circulation, blood getting stuck in my digits. otherwise, my fingers aren't swollen at all. they're just fat. thank God i asked dave to make my wedding band a little big, anticipating that even the tips of me would expand. my feet are a lost cause. my ( Read more... )

The Hymn of a Fat Woman ( Read more... )