i screwed things up with people, in many ways - some irreversible. my nails are breaking. and today i spent time around little girls in fairy costumes with their wings and they took the loveliest pictures i've seen with smiles taht weren't fake. and they took them with friends. we drove past a funeral home today afterwards, and a boy had died. he ( Read more... )

i believe that for the last few days, i'm free to say that this world is mine...meaning i don't have to wake up at odd early hours and i can go to bed whenever. although now, i'm actually suffering from too much sleep. everything just maeks me want to go dancing. more like clubbing. palace sounds inticing?!?! (maybe not the right word...) i think i ( Read more... )

so i've pretty much gotten over it. yesterday would've made ayear, but in essence, i suppose i'm glad if it was bound to happen, it happened before then. school is out. that it, everything but the exams. then comes the excitement of the summer. but i don't know what i'm doing. therefore, it's quite sad and there's nothing i can say to make it all ( Read more... )

attractive much?


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i don't know what i've gotten myself into. i've decided to play goalie the rest of the lax season, because the bruised indent i had on my leg from where a ball hit me couldn't convinve me otherwise. well, that's not really it, but there are only a few more games left - and people love me now (ha). and i hope that i'm done with making mistakes. don' ( Read more... )

1 real class tomorrow, 1 really long chorale rehearsal, prep for semi at someone's house, semi...that fnished of tomorrow night...then saturday: longy rehearsal, lax game (hope it rains), spring concert...long weekend constitutes into a weekend of frustration, fun and figuring out when i can get my homework done

i have knocked knees - awkward.
thinking about the beach and all things green. well in that case, all things blue. (if it's all the same to you).

there are little leaves on the trees. they came...by wednesday. there were flowers picked today. and they were pretty. one was floating in a murky white pond then found its way into my hands. another one ended up in between the holes of the orange bench.

the conference this weekend was pretty hot...i mean, if you constiture people constantly shouting. "NIGERIA" or downplaying themselves by wearing skirts too short to cover their asses and shirts low enough for a guy to see everything, as hot, but otherwise, it was great. "we're with our people now." that - was true. dance last night, workshops and ( Read more... )

so i guess you know if you're skinny if you can see your hip bones. sure, you can feel them, but if you can't see them then that constitutes you as what then? i was told that i was the queen of mother child bearing hips, but i perfectly i agree. i'd give them away any day though. i mean, she goes straight down, but what do i care? and really, what' ( Read more... )