liz got home today and annie called me to do something all together only i cant cuz im in the country. things like that make me miss the city and everyone. i was talking to paula yesterday and she asked me what i've done recently and i couldnt remember, lol. its pathetic. ive seen a lot of random shit, meet a lot of people, chilled a lot, and ( Read more... )

im back from florida. it was cool, however i wish we went in june when everyone else went but it wasnt that bad. i still had fun, espically with annie and jen ( Read more... )

florida has stopped raining and we are going to the beach tomorrow, i am sooo excited. maria sharpovia is here and she is fuckin soo huge its insane. i miss everyone and home and alcohol. me annie and jen got high two night ago from concert and we got some again for tonight, sooo excited. its like one of the only things to look foward to. so much ( Read more... )

so im in florida with annie at the computer lab right now. i play tennis at 5 and its been raining all day. but its ok cuz we are having sooo much fun. it changed a lot but still awsome. at the airport i almost missed the flight and i had to pay 10 dollars to check in and then annie got stoped at securtity and they took out ever single tampon this ( Read more... )

today was my birthday and it was incredible. liz sent me roses from ireland and annie suprised me at my house with flowers and ballons and then i got to see gen's tatto. but i guess what really toped it off is an email i got. it was incredible. so i reflected on the past year and how much i have grown and i owe it all to my friends. but i realized ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthday, yet why am i not excited? instead of being happy im depressed, why? god i hate this brithday.

new hampshire was fuckin amazing. i had a kick ass time- even the car ride was fun. first we went to camp and i saw my paula, hank, nikki, gordo, simon, mel, dan, beezer (who got sooooo irresitably hot, lol), loomis, danny, liz, froggy, bev, and so many others. i was soo excited to see everyone; but maybe a little over whelmed. oh yea and i saw ( Read more... )

what the fuck im drunk and im about to go and do illegal things with people and i was on the phone with someone and they were like hollup its a cop and ahhh lol im drunk and about to get highh. ahh soo happy to be home.

jorge called 18 times last night...no exageration 11 times the first round and then 7 times the next. finally i called him back. he asked for like relationship advice i was like wtf.. why would you ask me? its so bizar ( Read more... )

what the fuck, if you really, truley love someone then why cant you just be with them? why would you want to hurt them?