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[cardiosapient]

I'm lonely and sad. I have no friends here, because I am too picky. But still, I have realized that I have never had any mental illnesses at all. It was all based on a social net. When I am lonely I get sad, paranoid, get social anxiety, everything is always bad. When I have lots of friends, I am happy go lucky almost all the time. I can't

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[dumbnicname]

I wish I could solve everybody's problems, including my own. Wouldn't that be nice?

I'm just the opposite. The more connections I have to the human world, the more stressed I get.

Then again, I freak when anyone tries to get close to me or exhibits any kind of clingyness/attachment towards me. I'm better off living in a lock box.

[cardiosapient]

I would fucking love to have what you have...then I could just be alone and be happy.

[dumbnicname]

Haha, dude, I'm just as miserable as you are. Only for different reasons. I think my problem would solve yours and yours would solve mine.

[mourningfell]

(move back to philly)

[cardiosapient]

it's easier said than done...the choices are very tough in that regard. I have just enrolled in college here, and my job pays very good, I mean, I got my life on track, but am lonely. If I moved there, think of how hard it would be for me just to survive...find a job, get an apartment, all that shit, it's tough...