you know what society! fuck you! you're making me lonely ( Read more... )

I feel pretty good right now, even though not TOO much in my life is going to plan, hah ( Read more... )

I've decided! I want to open my own store, I want to do shit! I want to own something and have it be mine and pour my heart and soul into it. And it EXCITES me. Thinking about this has given me a goal ( Read more... )

There is nothing keeping me here anymore. Thinking I need to GTFO. I was thinking about my ending after my last relationship and how unattached and completely free I felt. Srsly, I had one weird friend. Really weird. Wanted to be a slave, went to a retreat for it...interesting guy. Anyway ( Read more... )

I feel as confused as ever with what I want to do in my life as a career. It seems inevitable that I must find something eventually and become happy with it, but I'm not sure what that would be. I am definitely not in a hurry, yet at the same time I must make money somehow. What I'd like to do is work to prevent rape-this is what most often comes ( Read more... )

i told one of my girlfriends i was bi last night.  it feels good to have outed myself to some degree.  i dont even think it's necessary to tell anyone-but id like to tell my close girlfriends.  after that, though, no reason to say anything.  i yam who i yam!  I feel like I've hid a huge part of who I am for so long and I'm just tired of it.

And I ( Read more... )

 Moody as fuck lately.  Feeling restless.  Looking for a new home, but I may not find it for a while.

Desiring a sexual partner but none of the other shit.

I'd also like to care about myself again.  That'd be nice.

 I miss having a partner, but not being in a relationship... Maybe a little of that too.

But I am in no position to share my life with someone...

I miss human smells, human liquids, warm hands and hearts...

Wahhhh ;_;

The more I hear about the world the more disgusted I am and the more I want to run away and hide forever.  I don't want to be a part of this ( Read more... )

Feeling the need to share, and also wanting to be private.  Mainly indifferent ( Read more... )