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Hannah,
I'm not really sure how to say what I'm feeling...but then you know that. I'm not good with expressing how I feel. I just hope I don't come across as an idiot. Though with the way I've been behaving, that's exactly what I have been. Oh Han, I'm sorry. It's just when my mother started acting like we were together, and the way you were smiling when you talked to her, I guess I got scared nervous. I knew I had to act on my feelings but instead I ran away from them and buried myself in work. That was stupid, I know. And I know I hurt you. If you felt like I was playing with your feelings, I'm sorry. I wasn't- I didn't mean to. I've been a git.
Hannah, I don't want to run away from what I'm feeling any longer. I know you won't talk to me right now so, even if you ignore my owl, I'm hoping you'll get this livejournal post. I feel I need to prove to you that you mean so much to me. I'm going to do something that may be madness, it may be something I'd never usually do, but you're worth going out on a ledge for. I'm going to put myself out there. Literally.
Hannah Abbott, I love you. I have for so long. I'm sorry for the way I've been treating you for the last few weeks. I don't want to be that person anymore, running away from what could be wonderful if I could just pluck up the courage. Well I have. Plucked up the courage that is. Hannah, if you'll have me I'll be waiting at the base of the London Eye all day tomorrow. From morning until night, as long as I have to, I'll be there waiting for you.
I've wanted for so long to know you feel for me the way I do for you...and I've screwed things up royally. I'm finished with waiting. Han, I love you. I always have and will. I'll be there waiting for you...If you'll have me.
Yours,
Ernie
I'm not really sure how to say what I'm feeling...but then you know that. I'm not good with expressing how I feel. I just hope I don't come across as an idiot. Though with the way I've been behaving, that's exactly what I have been. Oh Han, I'm sorry. It's just when my mother started acting like we were together, and the way you were smiling when you talked to her, I guess I got scared nervous. I knew I had to act on my feelings but instead I ran away from them and buried myself in work. That was stupid, I know. And I know I hurt you. If you felt like I was playing with your feelings, I'm sorry. I wasn't- I didn't mean to. I've been a git.
Hannah, I don't want to run away from what I'm feeling any longer. I know you won't talk to me right now so, even if you ignore my owl, I'm hoping you'll get this livejournal post. I feel I need to prove to you that you mean so much to me. I'm going to do something that may be madness, it may be something I'd never usually do, but you're worth going out on a ledge for. I'm going to put myself out there. Literally.
Hannah Abbott, I love you. I have for so long. I'm sorry for the way I've been treating you for the last few weeks. I don't want to be that person anymore, running away from what could be wonderful if I could just pluck up the courage. Well I have. Plucked up the courage that is. Hannah, if you'll have me I'll be waiting at the base of the London Eye all day tomorrow. From morning until night, as long as I have to, I'll be there waiting for you.
I've wanted for so long to know you feel for me the way I do for you...and I've screwed things up royally. I'm finished with waiting. Han, I love you. I always have and will. I'll be there waiting for you...If you'll have me.
Yours,
Ernie