wow. its taken me a few weeks to post but i thought it was about time. i love uncg and my roommate and everyone here, but i miss everyone back home, too. corey called me the other night and i seriously started crying. its not like i want to come home or anything i just miss everyone. coreys coming down friday to pick me up and take me to ( Read more... )

when the fuck will my mother stop searching my room. she even looked through my fucking trash. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT?! i cant take it anymore. the past week or so i started getting really sad about leaving, but now i cant fucking wait. i cant wait to get out from under her fucking eyes. i hope she realizes that she went too far this time. ( Read more... )

"and there was hope in me that i could take you there"

i used to believe that i could save people.

so i came back from panama city a few hours ago with another piercing and strawberry blonde hair. despite my mom's disapproval, i got my cartilage pierced. i'm hoping to hide it for the 15 days i have left. anyways, the first night we hung out with some kids that erica and chelsea had met during spring break there. the next day we spent all day ( Read more... )

yesterday was one of the best birthdays i've ever had. anna took me out to lunch at crepe de jour, which was amazingly good. i will admit i was kind of iffy about it at first, but i'd definately recomend it. then i had to go to ms. harrys house to do some makeup stuff where her two kids, brandon (5) and tyler (3), made me a birthday bagel with ( Read more... )

i can legally go buy cigarettes and porn...and on my way home i can stop by a strip club! tonight i went out with julie, chaim, and julie's friend sara. we drove to college park and had dinner at dominos then went to this kid ezra's party. on the way home julie called 99.5 and requested Good Charolette - The Loser Anthem for me and asked them to ( Read more... )

i hate when you get that nauseous hungry feeling because you dont feel like eating in fear that you'll throw it up, but you want to eat so the nauseous feeling goes away ( Read more... )

dave picked me up to go see dashboard, who, by the way, were amazing. we had field seats so we were pretty far back, but right before dashboard came on some big black guy came up to us and told us that we could go to the M section to be on the video. (evidently they were filming a video for something. we're still not quite sure what it was for ( Read more... )

i cant take them anymore. im going to scream until i lose my voice completely if they dont fucking leave me alone soon. when i come home after working all day i just want to sit down and listen to music and i cant do that when theyre like "oh, give me a hug!" or "so give us all the prom details". if i say i had fun, why is it so hard for them to ( Read more... )

its two am and i have nothing profound to say, i just cant sleep. most of my day was spent with ross and his friends, who all were really nice. i took a short break from them to have dinner with my family then went back out with them again. all in all, today was pretty worthless. but tomorrow will be hell.