well life is not falling into place like i wanted. im in debt up to my eyeballs and i cant even see sunlight. what is werong with the realworld nowadays. i thought it would be so easy to workfor a living or at least before i go back to school. i odnt understand.

just saw STARS ON ICE 06. definatly amazzzzzing. omg theres this guy alexie and i thought i was going to die. he took off his shirt on the ice and oh man i though i was going to like have a heartattack. damn i was going nuts.

everything is happening so fast. my life. well, i had a long tlka with mike last night and we came to the conclusion "we only live one. fufill ur life or u may waste it" and thats exactlywhat im gunna do. im notwaiting for people who dont want to be with me. i am going to go out into the world and make a life for myself. the past is the past and ( Read more... )

what is up with guys. i dopnt understand it. am i not attractive? do guys not like me because it hurts when i like sumone and they dont likeme back. or they like me but have sumone else. or they lead me on. it hurts and my heart it officially broken.

hey all, well i just got home from a 9 hour shift at kisports. try working 9 hours with kids. ugh. and all of them grumpy and crying every 2 seconds. it makes u want to rip ur hair out. n ew ways. im done. im tired going to bed.

ok so... i am sick. i broke out all over my face. i think its stress from not going to sleep and having to get up at 5am to be at work by 6. well im glad thats over. plus i dont have to see the boy i have been crushing on for 2 weeks. his name is mike. hes really cute, sweet, kind, funny, and did i mention he is really cute. well he has a ( Read more... )

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today is 2 years since i ahve been living with my father. my mother kicked me out 2 years ago over sumthing ridiculous and i never wanted to go back. i still don't. i think i am much better off here.

sum people make me wonder. they say i dont have the potential to do anything but then again im the one that got a job. im the one that has friends. im ( Read more... )

this is what im  feeling right now....

Everytime i want to feel, i can't. it's so fake. The world is so superficial. It doesn't seem real. Nothing does. I just seem so tiny in a world that is so massive. I want to feel.

LC (Lauren): You love steven (he's so hott..). Your
rich and your soo pretty.

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