Comments | carebears78912: why wont you die!!!

carebears78912

why wont you die!!!

May 06, 2005 23:38

wow im realy f*cken pised off right now and depressed. yesterday was the worst day of this whole year. and no body was there for me, i didnt call any one, only one person and she couldnt do anything to make me feel better. so please dont comment saying well you should of called. actually i called alot of people, no one answered. and i told one of ( Read more... )

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ophelia_is_me May 8 2005, 18:20:17 UTC

Hi it's me. Sorry you had a bad day sweety. I wish there was something i could do to make it better. I know there really isn't though. People are just stupid. People don't know what it's like most of the time to want to die even though they say they have wanted to. But, if they really knew what it was like they wouldn't make fun of people. I don't make fun of people or at least I try not to because I know that to someone somedays my words can probably mean life or death to someone so I'm careful about what I say. I hope you feel better. I LOVE YOU!!!!

<33 Liz.

inlifeanddeathx May 8 2005, 19:39:43 UTC

well first of all who was it and what did they say cause i might have to kick some ass!?! im sorry that people say mean things to you and im sorry if i ever did. i know what its like... and people just say mean things so they will look better. dont let it get to you. sorry if i never called but i dont have your number but if you ever need anything ill hurt someone for you lmfao. love ya.

<3 starr

carebears78912 May 10 2005, 00:09:18 UTC

i think his name is brett...lol i dont know. hes some stupid guy in my scince class. its kinda hard to not to let it get to me, if someone says something to me thats mean it hurts me. even tho i dont want it to. im just sensitive but i try not to let it get to me that bad. im obviosly still here so it didnt get me that bad lol. ill give you my number tomorow in french. i need your to cuz i havnt called you in...well forever lol. its nice to know i have a body guard. WOOT! lol i love you!!

carebears78912 May 10 2005, 00:05:24 UTC

its fine, just talking to me will make me feel better. people are stupid. and i think im gona kill that short guy that said something to you that day. theres another example of why people suck so bad. i think some of them do know what its like, so they know we are weak, so they think if they make fun of people who are depresed it will make them go kill themslefs, or cut. f*cking s. lets show them whos the tough ones liz.

i love you! thanks for caring

Lynsey. burnthisheart May 8 2005, 21:45:43 UTC

Lynsey, im always here for you.. Im sorry, friday was such a bad day for me too, I wasn't in the best mood, so i hope i didn't say anything to make it worst? I wanted to cheer you up i did, i just didn't know how. I hope amanda helped atleast.. :-/ Call me when you get this, we need to talk.

Re: Lynsey. carebears78912 May 10 2005, 00:10:31 UTC

i know your always here for me. woot woot. i called. i think im gona call you later. we talked about this so you already know what i had to say

i love you !!!!!

vamprilla May 9 2005, 22:57:04 UTC

Take three deep breaths. It always works for me.

carebears78912 May 10 2005, 00:12:35 UTC

i took like a million deep breaths, but it didnt seem to help. anyways thanks for making my journal all coolizal yo! i was geting sick of it lol hope i didnt ask for to much....::sad face:: lol i hope i can hang out tomorrow. if not whens the next day you have off? we need to go to the park and get a slurrpe. and if time maybe some killer ddr haha i love you !!

xbloodflowers May 9 2005, 23:54:56 UTC

lynsey, i love you a lot and if you ever need me i am just a phone call away (i need your phone number though so that we can do cool stuff and that i can call you too. dont let what other stupid people say get to you bc people are retarted and they only want to make themselves look better but they just look even stupider making others feel bad so if you ever need someone to kick some butt you call starr (bc i cant do jack squat....i have no muscle) she'll take care of the butt kicking part, i'll be there for moral support. :D love you!

-lauren

carebears78912 May 10 2005, 00:16:09 UTC

lauren! lol ya ill give you my number at school also. i cant beilive i still rember your number. but of course you werent home when i called!!! ::sad face:: aww man lol its finizzal. you already know what i wrote so im not gona type alot, my hands hurt lol. haha starr is so my body guard!! haha and thanks for the moral support n~dawg!!! good times good times yo. i love you!

<3 me