ahh i'm a complete alcoholic and i need to be stopped ( Read more... )

haha well hello journal. so danielle did her usual shitty one-every-two-or-three-months-pretend-attempt-to-act-like-we're-still-friends thing and i shut her down and told her i'm sick of her pretend friendship so call me if you actually want to be friends or get out of my life and i havent heard from her so that's that. and i feel releived to know ( Read more... )

wow i can't believe its been a month already ( Read more... )

i have had such an emotional day. last night my aunt sandy called to tell me basically 2 things ( Read more... )

i am so grown up. i'm moving up the ranks at work. i went from lowly teller III to less lowly branch services officer which means i open new accounts too. I go to my next training sometime....i can't rememeber when but soon. i've been balancing a lot--like all the time so my incentive bonus should be a good size. plus when i open new accounts i ( Read more... )

I'm typing this without any glasses or contacts in so forgive me if there's more than the usual ten or fifteen typos ( Read more... )

I think i'm growing apart from my journal. i used to be addicted to this thing and now i only need it when times are tough and every other update is purely out of an obligation to keep it full. going through the motions ( Read more... )

i have had a weekend and a monday. i got a flat tire and a speeding ticket and i an so tired of shit like this happening right when i feel on the brink of success. it seems like everytime i takea step forward, shit happens and i'm farther from realizing my goals ( Read more... )

i am working and ron is working and we all go to work so we're like, normal human beings and we have money and we're moving somewhere with wendy and everything is getting better.

i should be out of my mother's by the end of this month.

work and more work and always exhausted. i got the day off yesterday by surprise and me and ron saw "thank you for smoking" which i recommend because its a real knee slapper. didn't really make me want to quit though. if anything i spent half the movie fighting off cravings so i wouldn't miss anything ( Read more... )