i am so sick of myself. i have been sick of myself for a while now and i realized its because i'm not happy with where i am in life. I am not happy with my job or my living situation. i am not happy with the way i look. i feel toxic. the only thing i am content with is ron and the fact that i'm gonig back to school ( Read more... )

lucie i'm sorry if my comment was harsh you caught me on a bad day and I really can't deal with seeing your heart stepped on ( Read more... )

i feel very optimistic as of late. i think things are getting better. we're caught up on almost all our bills. (money is always my biggest worry, i'm going to die of a heart attack in the next 2 years bc of it. even when we're okay i'm never sure we're okay. i'm constantly stressed out about every little expense ( Read more... )

my weekend was very fun and carefree ( Read more... )

danielle came out of hiding and we are hanging out today. I sort of super excited bc we haven't hung out since before thanksgiving and so much has happened to both of us since then ( Read more... )

i have a papercut.

on my thumb.

from filing everyone else's work upstairs.

which is what i do now to not have to spend any time with Jane.

jenny, a girl i became close friends with for a while back in...well it's been a long time. i think maybe it was '03 or maybe '02 when i first went to the JC after i moved back from san jose ( Read more... )

i think it's kind of sad that my best friend *ahem DANIELLE* has dissappeared off the face of the planet. i've tried calling every number i have to get a hold of her but she's never reachable at any of them. she never calls me. ever. I haven't seen her pretty much since i got in my car accident. and even that was when i stalked her at her work and ( Read more... )

karla went on maternity leave yesterday. now i work with jane. for the next like 2 months. until march 13. i hate jane. jane annoys me ( Read more... )

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