Comments | carl_elynwood: depression

carl_elynwood

depression

Dec 28, 2004 23:29

Yea... this kinda sucks. Everyone around me is realy fuckin sad and only like two of them are comming to me or even teling me what's wrong. My life is fine, it always is. Dead seriously I'm not sad or have any problems that's why i like hearinf out other people and knowing theirs. I like trying to help, even when i know i can't or i try and fail, i ( Read more... )

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darkend_silence December 29 2004, 04:45:39 UTC

woah... and actual POST from you... spoooky....

i try zelly... i try. i know im probably one of the two... but i know that you would like me to tell you more... good or bad. im trying!

carl_elynwood December 29 2004, 04:57:53 UTC

you are one of the two, you most certainly are.

darkend_silence December 29 2004, 05:06:26 UTC

-growls- fucking aim wont lemme on... if i dont get on, tell missy im sorry and i love her so very much!!!!! ITS PISSING ME OFF O SO MASSIVELY MUCH!!! gah.... sorry... i wont be getting on.. its too late into the morning. -sigh-

anonymous December 29 2004, 04:56:16 UTC

the best way to live life my friend. no problems of your own but help others as you can. makes everything so easy.. when you have to you can take a break but even then there are people who you would give anything to make them happy.

~ R.

or V. if you wish.

carl_elynwood December 29 2004, 05:00:11 UTC

It is nice to see you lurk here as well my friend. and it is true, my life is is comparitivly; to easy that's why I like, i want; i need to help others... It gives me a purpose to be full honest.

anonymous December 29 2004, 05:26:05 UTC

I have been known to lurk in may an odd place but as of late this has been one of my more... active haunts.

I can not say that helping others gives me purpose. I have other purposes then that. But it does give me a fulfilment in a sense. The satisfaction of knowing that you have made someones day a little easier, even if all you did was to listen.

I can not say that I would be able to do this as a profession though. nor can I offer my service to everyone. I will do it for the people I care for. I am biase in that aspect. It is no uncommon for people who I do not care for as much to consider me a complete bastard. so I think it all balances out.

carl_elynwood December 29 2004, 05:29:59 UTC

I could not do this as a job, to much bad karma can overwhelm anyone. and I love to listen, but I can only listen if people speak... and the ones that need to speak the most happen to be mute on the subjects that matter.

kawaiicuffdneko December 29 2004, 14:50:15 UTC

*hug* sowwy rj -.-

carl_elynwood December 29 2004, 15:30:15 UTC

>:-O NO SORRYS!!!!!!!! *hug anyway*