forever...
So yeah this whole past 2 weeks have been horrible. I thought it would get better but it hasn't. Ughhh. The only thing that makes me happy is God and church. And I can't even enjoy it because of my mom. She won't let me go to a youth rally tomorrow because of the stupid tropical storm. A TROPICAL STORM....NOT A HURRICANE. So I'm like well if it's just drizzling then can I go and shes like I dunno we'll have to see. I'm like whatever and I just started crying. I hate it.
Then it got worse. I come home right. Keep in mind yesterday I asked Kristen to study with me for Mrs. Skrmetta's test tomorrow but she said that her mom doesn't want her to because of the algebra test but she was gonna try and talk her into it. So Melissa calls me and she's like, "Hey Kristen told me at lunch that her and Lauren are gonna study together because she can't go anywhere because her mom has a meeting thing or something so she told me to call you so that we can study together and her and Lauren can study together." And I'm like, "Well I haven't talked to Kristen since this morning so I'll call in her about 5 minutes and I'll call you back and let you know what's going on." So I get off the phone with her and call Kristen. She didn't answer her home phone or her cell phone. So I'm like alright I'll call Megan because I'll see if she has practice and see if she wants to study with Kristen and me. Come to find out Kristen and Lauren are at Megan's and Kristen didn't even care to call me and let me know that that was going on. She planned that TODAY and I asked her YESTERDAY to study with me. I couldn't help but cry even more especially with all the stuff that was already going on. Whatever.
So yeah, I most certainly have the best church people in the world....no they arent church people to me they are family. I love them. So much. I love God. He's awesome. I just want to serve Him without it being a fight with my mom.
Tomorrow I have an orthodontist appointment to get my molds for my retainers. Fun Fun. Well only like a month till I get my braces off. Yay :)