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[carlotacaliente]

i spent an exhilarating weekend with friends.  and by exhilarating i mean i drank every night and woke up feeling shitty.  but that's cool.  i needed it, i think.  maybe not the drinking but i really like being in an alternate state of reality only when reality dips below the acceptable level of shitty.  and that has definitely occurred.  i'm

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[ravenova]

I've already lost it, but I love you.

[carlotacaliente]

awww thanks girl :). yeah losing it has already occurred im pretty sure. its like, you expect the people you love to be there for you when you lose it, and when they're not, you realize how much you really mean to them... its a hard pill.

[evolver0]

Us nice guys aren't the only ones who finish last. It's a manifestation of the importance of one's self. The universe is for you to use.