Well then I say $#%@ it all!

[carly]

Yeah, so that's for each and everyone of you who thinks you have something to say to me right now. I try so hard to make sure people don't get hurt, that people will like me and what do I get....people get hurt and people get angry at me. So you know what...if you don't like it...don't look or listen. I am sick and tired of people trying to make me

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[welshred]

Follow your heart Carly and don't let others make you feel bad about it. *hugs*

I love you

[wishonastar]

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I am very proud of you.

[mysterio]

Sorry I was asleep when you got back last night...

If you are truly happy...that is all that matters! Nothing else and nobody else. It's high time you did things for yourself.

re: Well then I say $#%@ it all!

[jesbvt2]

We were trying to stay clear of this but after reading your pity-party post felt compelled to throw in our two cents worth. You are without a doubt the most passive-aggressive (look it up - your name is next to the definition) person we have ever known. You know that he can't let go, at least yet, so you are using him for all it is worth. You get to enjoy life, be happy, experiment and move on with a safety net of knowing that he'll take you back if you fail or decide to throw away your new found happiness. Boy do you have it good! You get to have your cake and eat it too! If you had any balls at all you would at the very least move out and back home or to your own apartment so you could continue to be "happy" without purposefully throwing it in his face --but why do that when you have it made just the way you are -that is sooo cold! What's really sad is you know full well you are doing this and excuse your way through it with meaningless comments about being human and happy -what about him? You obviously get a thrill out of