im a stuff up rnt i

[carly_anne14]

well im a fuk up rnt i. YES i am. every thing i do is wrong and is not how things should be maybe im not wanted by any one. WELL it sure seems that way. every time something goes wrong every one is quick to balme it on me. why am i the outcoust of my family why does all the shit get thrown at me. what they think i can handle not haveing my mum

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[pacmansdot]

You aren't a fuck-up carly, you know you're not, you're learning from the mistakes that all your siblings have made and thats a good thing... you're better than al that bullshit and you know it
I love you more than anyone
SJ

[thekameleon]

heya carly,
i know that everyone will probably say this and you may or may not believe it, but as the youngest in my family i know exactly how you feel.

Even now as an 18 year old I still get blamed for anything that breaks it sux. But yea i know how much it sux living under the shadow of those arounyou, feeling tha you're all alone and that noone cares.

its amazing how as i was reading what you've written aboiut bottling things up and how the little things get to you, thats exactly what it felt like to me - to use a horrible catch phrase - "when i was your age"

I know things will get better for ya carlz, its just a matter of time.
I hope in your case its sooner rather than later, coz u don't need this shit, ay?

Keep smilin baby!

[pacmansdot]

omg phil.. you make me feel bad.. ididn't say anyhitng as nice as that... but i still love you carly... i love you more than phil does :P

[carly_anne14]

well i have had the weekend to think about things and yeah....im better a week end with out matthew is the best thing in the worl

thank you both it means a lot i know SOME people care about me.
Sarah dont worry its okz i know ya wov me hehehe

well thank you both very much means the world.

i dont know why friday i got so worked up over it because i havent done that for about a year now soo i dunno i thought i had learnt to live with it but i guess i havent and never will.....

wov you both sooo every much im glade i have friends like you who understand me better then any one else.
i do find it strange that you both i guess mean a bit more to me then my other friends i guess its because i can call you friends true friends coz you understan coz u have "been there done that" and my other friends just never understand my ways i guess its coz im not like them and that im just me which i that im not like them and that i am me
ok
done
now
wov ya wov carly!!!!