so i'm too tired to tell about anything thats been happening lately

i basically just really miss people that i love.

like this

( boy ! )

"My people will dwell in a peaceful havitation, in secure dwellings, and in quiet resting places, though hail comes down on the forest, and the city is brought low in humiliation." isa.32:18-19

This verse is my last week or so. I have been pounded and pounded. I have been brought to the very lowest places and experienced humiliation with myself. ( Read more... )

gosh,
everything has been so hard.
but the Lord has really given me a peace.
i know nothing, and i think thats the best thing.

i just want to go to China.
right now.

<3

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"Come, and let us return to the Lord; For He has torn, but He will heal us; He has stricken, but He will bind us up. After two days He will revive us; On the third day He will raise us up, That we may live in His sight. Let us know, Let us pursue the knowledge of the Lord. His going forth is established as the morning; He will come to us like the ( Read more... )

Ten years ago: I was 9 and lived in Cocoa Beach. My best friend was Mallory Wilson. I walked to the beach all the time and my hair was white. I was the leader of our group and one time Susan Wilson told me that I needed to let other people make the decisions. There was a nice simplicity to life then and I was very naive. I loved making teepees and ( Read more... )

death cab for cutie reminds me of michele nancy.
and i'm thinking about driving in my car wrapped up in blankets because there was no heater.
and painting in her apartment and listening to this song always.

to be honest i'm not doing good.
but i think my lack of sleep makes my outlook on things a little grayer.
i just feel bad, everything has become a ( Read more... )

lately i...

went to london

vacumed my room

loved my new friends

watched some sunsets&

laid on the grass watching the stars(there are many here)

wrote letters&

received some

realized that i will realistically never catch up on my emailing

read a book

made a tent out of my bed

procrastinated so much homework&

i still am ha.

missed someone&

the ocean

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this is what i miss...

( the most. )

these things weren't expetcted ( Read more... )