Monster Me

[carlyjade]

Perhaps I'm being dramatic, but it feels as though everything is falling apart. All the things I was excited and optimistic about are turning out all wrong, and I just feel like I'm LOSING IT. Seriously, there were 3 or 4 times yesterday where I was having trouble breathing & was on the verge of some kind of anxiety attack

Comments

[antibubbles]

don't stess car,

but what if you got some non-prescription glasses to make yourself seem a little older and more bookish?

and as you get more experienced, you'll probably just seem more... and... the market will liven up as it gets warmer

[apieceofmymind]

I'm sorry that you've been feeling so stressed and disappointed lately. It's probably really easy to get frustrated in that kind of business, too. Chin up, Car. Things will get better in time. You're still starting to get a feel for everything yet. You're doing a lot considering that you're only 22. You're a good mom, you work hard at the things you do, you genuinely care about things. Cut yourself some slack. Things will start to look up eventually.
And, you always look great - don't forget it!

[chunkgopbear]

Big hugs. The first year at any job is the hardest be it scooping popcorn at the Cinema or getting people to buy a new house. Learn from teh best, ignore the "negaholics" (education term), and grow from any experience good or bad.