aliza!!! i love you babycakes.

this weekend was crazy awesome!!! friday night ... i stayed home with aliza and ashley. aliza was and still is sick | therefore i kept her company. tyla and emily came home from kairos 6 friday night. lis and i stayed up late talking to ty about how it went and how much we missed her. saturday ... i headed up early ( Read more... )

wow. ... after an extremely long period of over seven months [which extremely felt like forever, because it really was] ... i have finally convinced myself that i am happy. i`d been through so much sh_t last year ... i got side tracked and forgot about who i am and what really matters in life. well ... i matter. no one is ever going to make me ( Read more... )

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don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. and if it does happen, don`t lose the lesson. learn from it, as you would any other situation.

hmm. so, things lately. they`re going well. i`ve learned a few helpful things over the past months | about myself [most importantly] and everything that matters to me in general. i`m beginning to ( Read more... )

f_ck the gay ass music they played at the homecoming dance and the fact that it sucked ass. f_ck water polo. f_ck them. f_ck life. f_ck school.
i need some fresh air. hmm. guess everything about saturday was awesome except for that time between 11 & 12. stupid dance.

there`s always that one person that seems to make everything feel right. and now ( Read more... )

let`s meet. there are a lot of people that i either just see at school and have never really met or talked to or there`s just people that i don`t talk to anymore [and can`t really understand why.]

so please ... click that long link below for me if you have time ... i`d really appreciate it. and then fill out them quick questions. love. lauren.

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well, i don`t know what to say anymore. as usual. these past two weeks. they`re f_cking shitty. what to do??? just sit and wait. haha. kids. think about the consequences before you do something stupid. i`m so stressed. story of my life.

maybe the weekend`s going to be better. maybe.

psychotic whore.

blah blah blah.

i`m starting to take those feelings into account again. well they`ve always been around ...but either way  i`m not going to do anything about it. well there`s nothing i really can do. i don`t know what`s going on ... it`s almost going to be half a year. that`s a really long time. so i should be over it by now. what is wrong with me??? well ... i ( Read more... )

unfortunately. i`ve felt that the only thing i could do was cry, knowing that it wouldn't fix or change anything ...

that`s all i feel lately.

why can`t things just be the way they used to be??

i want my life back.