"Rebuild what's left of this child, so weak"

[carmensanchez]

Why is it that I always write on here when bad things happen?? Last time I wrote, I was pissed at a close friend, and have not opened up communication with them for a month. Things will probably not ever be the same again. Was this what God was keeping me from? Did he know this would happen? Could I have paid attention more to Him and not built

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[brokeartist]

i know exactly how you feel about trust, cause i'm built the same way...and it doesn't even take someone to hurt me...just knowing that in loving people i'm opening my heart and allowing myself to be vulnerable, that scares me out of my skin some days.

i'm a strange cross between introvert and extrovert. i want to depend on people and trust them, but at the same time, i want to hide and depend on no one but myself.

i love you dearly...and i can't wait to see you tonight at CiCi's! you can be sure that lawa is really lawa.

[carmensanchez]

i know you are. and that makes me happy :)

[nighthawk127127]

hey. don't let yourself get dragged down in drama. i know that's way easier said than done, but for serious. just remember that God will always be there for you, and that he has a plan for you.

[nighthawk127127]

thanks. I need to hear that now and then :)

whoops

[carmensanchez]

that'was me

Re: whoops

[nighthawk127127]

:)

[mewzikluvr321]

hunney, i'm so sorry u are hurting. i know i'm gonna sound preachy, but just remember, God's plan will prevail. and it's through the storms in life that He shapes us and makes us stronger in Him. ok, end of sermon. i love you dearly and Lord willing, i'm always here to be the friend you need me to be.

all my <3,
skawen

[carmensanchez]

:) I wuv you so much Kawen.