living isn't worth it

[carmusicsports]

I can't wait for school. I hate summer I'm already sick of it. My asshole father is off this week and is pushing me closer to suicide every fucking day. He has woken me up at 6am every morning. I have enough trouble sleeping as it is without him waking me up every morninig during my summer. He wakes me up to work on his fucking cars every morning.

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[missdiana1080]

:'(

[rufus_426]

look matt, i know you arent getting along with your dad now but never ever ever say that you want him to die, trust me, i said that and then my dad actually died like a month later, and its not a fun situation, so please think about what youre saying cause it is a very big thing to say you want someone to die... but i hope your summer gets better and if it doesnt you can write me letters or call my cell phone that im renting (yeah weird israelis yet you rent phones...)

[carmusicsports]

true i shouldnt have said it we got along today sorry i know it must suck and me saying that is.. i dunno really bad. but.. I'll definatly write you and maybe even call haha but that would be weird, we've never talked on a phone when you were around here haha! have fun!

-Matt