This entry is a conclusion of sorts. Read on.
Please do yourselves and many other people a favor buy purchasing
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sweater from Neiman Marcus. It's cashmere! And more importantly procedes are going to The Breast Cancer Research Foundation. Get it as a Christmas gift. Remember that episode of Seinfeld where George is so cheap he buys Elaine a cashmere sweater with a red dot on it because it was discounted way down? Then he tries to hand it off to the cleaning lady who he had sex with on his desk? Everyone loves cashmere is all I'm saying. And it's a lovely sweater.
Now, please purchase
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designed by Louis Vuitton to help broaden skin cancer awareness. Some of you tan too much and you have a problem, you know you do. I know I'm a big beach girl but I use sunblock, there is loads of Estee Lauder self tanner (
on sale now!) for me when I feel the need to tan. I explained everything behind this campaign in my last public entry. Which was on August 11th.
I had a dream last night Asia Argento hacked into my account and updated for me with that photo of me in the cashmere sweater, just because I'd hit 6 weeks and she wanted to update with something, anything at all. I really had this dream, I swear. I felt a huge sense of relief that I'd been saved once again from the 6 week cutoff point. I woke up feeling slightly pathetic.
That dream, among other things, told me it's time to throw in the towel. I don't know what the attachment is to this journal, seeing as this has never been my main character and it's always been a struggle for me to find my niche with. For some reason I kept going for over two years. I was a huge Incubus fan at first which is why I started, but now I'm a bigger Carolyn fan than I am of them. I'm also so up on fashion now and can spell Italian designers names off the top of my head. I can even pronounce them correctly. I've never made many friends here nor have I had many story lines. I just enjoyed fashion. I loved this journal for a whole lot of unconventional reasons. As much as I love promoting Carolyn's amazing charity efforts, it's not enough to keep this going anymore. Thanks to all the people who nudge me constantly, and all the people who found something interesting and different about Carolyn. There are so many people on this friends list who I'm sure have no idea who she is, still. My own fault. If for any reason you want to still "know where to find" me, I'll let you know, no problem. Peace guys. Carolyn Murphy is up for grabs.