I think i forgot how to be happy....

is there something wrong with me?

am i really a bad influence?

what do you think when you look at me?

do i really portray myself to be a bad person?

i dunno what to do anymore. all my new friends parents seem to hate me for no reason. b/c i LOOK like a bad influence

i ♥ you

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.rhiannon

2. rhi
3. goober

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ru4real202
2. babyshawty863
3. xoxdustbunnayxox

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. im short
2. very open minded/ outgoing
3. viscous..lol..

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. bad temper
2. .....
3. .....

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. dying
2. loosing ( Read more... )

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"rhiannons a big fat loser" -krissy

how about im not! duh! but anyways onto more important things... i had alot of fun this week hangin out wiht my friends, just hangin out and driven around. some good times...i just wish i could share them with nick. ::sigh::

okay so how about i have never seen someone so old and be soo IMMATURE! good god yo, ( Read more... )

i never thought i would have to fight so hard to keep a relationship. ive never had to do that before and it is so hard and stressing..so hard that i almost made the biggest mistake of my life last night. but luckely i caught myself  and im doin better.

things keep getting harder and harder...i cant wait till they get better and better!!!!

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sooo...ive been living in my house for abt a month now and i just got aol...it sucks! id much rather just have aim. its much much faster. but anyways....

schools over, happy abt that. just bored at home.

nicks mom is still bein super gay so i dont get to talk to him as much, but that will all change soon.

ive got lots of pics but this new ( Read more... )

im moven into my new house tomorrow! yay super happy bout that. i miss my old neighborhood!

work is tiring. i miss nick very badly... (is that even a word?)...oh well. i wanna see him and give him a BIG hug and kiss. muah!

I Love You My Baby Boy! muah x10

RNK<3NRK

I Love You My Nicholas