I realized in the last month or so that she's just not the right horse for me. I feel like I am faking it, you know? I don't think I was even ready to move on to a new horse, but I was feeling alot of pressure from everyone around me (mostly mom), and its become clear recently that I'm just not that into her. She deserves to be with someone who cares about her, and someone who loves her, and she deserves to be given the chance to be great. I tried to love her, and for a little while, I did. But everyday I feel more and more detached. I still brush her and clean her stall everyday, and I love her because she is a horse, but I don't love her as mine. So its time for me to find a new home for her, hopefully make some money off of her, and get my act together. I am still sending her to boot camp so that her value increases. I am also taking it as a sign, because I told myself if I ever lost Lily I would buy and sell a few until I could afford to buy myself a nice horse. I would also love to not live with my parents anymore, and
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well, that sounds like a really level headed decision! I really hope it works out and you are able to make a few bucks off her! I wish you were closer because I think we'll be in the market for a nice "big" mare soon
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