THIS FUCKING STORY IS GIVING ME HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, YO. I JUST SPENT TEN MINUTES HAVING A FLAILY PANIC ATTACK. MY PARENTS THINK I'M ON DRUGS. MY HEART IS FULL OF PAAAAAAAAAAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... But no, seriously, this better have a happy fucking ending or I'm gonna go shank a puppy.
I'm just clutching at my heart and trying not to cry because FEELINGS and WHY and WHAT IS GOING ON and I KNEW SOMETHING HAD TO GO WRONG AND GODDAMMIT I NEED A HAPPY ENDING WILL THERE BE A HAPPY ENDING?????????????
I LIVE FOR HAPPY ENDINGS
AND I NEED THEM IN THIS FIC
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE???????????
;-; i'll just be in my corner sobbing and desperately waiting for an update. y'all go on without me.
I knew it! I bloody knew it! I knew Oxford would bit Charles in the bum. And actually, don't you feel that Erik does really have a point right now? Charles was very stupid on so many different levels. But of course, if only he'd said to Erik "Dude, I couldn't TELL you about Oxford, because I was secretly pining for you, and Oxford was my way of getting away from that. But now, like, can't we just fuck and be happy and stuff. And I'll stay here with you forever. Promise!"
As much as I think that Erik is crazy overreacting, I'm with you on Charles. That would have totally been solved by an "I love you! I wanted to get away from your straightness! You were straight like 12 hours ago! I loved you too muuuuuuch!!!"
Exactly. Charles thinks Erik is repressed, but jesus. I think it's telling, that conversation Charles has with his Mum. He's so desperate to please her, to prove to her (and everybody) that he's worthy, that he overachieves and makes himself utterly miserable. Oxford is just that, writ large, which is probably another reason he didn't tell Erik. Whatever he does, he still feels like a failure.
I wonder if Erik sees that about Charles at all? Or if he just thinks Charles really does coast through life being brainy and successful.
I think they're both repressed, although Charles is more inclined to share. Except for the two secrets we knew of in this story. Charles only two secrets compared to Erik's....well, Erik's life beyond Charles and the fraternity.
I think at this point he's allowing his anger to see Charles as nothing more than the Zeta rich kids honestly. Which isn't fair.
..........Have I mentioned how....Magneto Erik is? Which is why I love this. But he really is.
It's like, if humans were replaced by rich kids. Because in the end, that's really what it all comes down to.
...I'm at the point where that fact makes me giggle instead of angry and depressed the way it was before. Let me have that.
P.S. I'm pretty sure that if Charles was going to some school that wasn't Oxford, with it's prestige and money, Erik wouldn't be as angry and freaking out.
P.P.S. Erik, why did you leave Zeta? Hey Erik, remember how we JUST found out you were there? Hey Erik, what ARE your plans after college? Hey Erik, what was your life like before college? Hey Erik, any piece of personal information about you at all? Hey Erik, maybe you're being just a bit of a hypocrite?
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... But no, seriously, this better have a happy fucking ending or I'm gonna go shank a puppy.
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I LIVE FOR HAPPY ENDINGS
AND I NEED THEM IN THIS FIC
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE???????????
;-; i'll just be in my corner sobbing and desperately waiting for an update. y'all go on without me.
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I'm sure Erik couldn't say no to that.
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I wonder if Erik sees that about Charles at all? Or if he just thinks Charles really does coast through life being brainy and successful.
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I think at this point he's allowing his anger to see Charles as nothing more than the Zeta rich kids honestly. Which isn't fair.
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It's like, if humans were replaced by rich kids. Because in the end, that's really what it all comes down to.
...I'm at the point where that fact makes me giggle instead of angry and depressed the way it was before. Let me have that.
P.S. I'm pretty sure that if Charles was going to some school that wasn't Oxford, with it's prestige and money, Erik wouldn't be as angry and freaking out.
P.P.S. Erik, why did you leave Zeta? Hey Erik, remember how we JUST found out you were there? Hey Erik, what ARE your plans after college? Hey Erik, what was your life like before college? Hey Erik, any piece of personal information about you at all? Hey Erik, maybe you're being just a bit of a hypocrite?
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