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[carpedi7]

I'm going crazy, there is only so much that I can do to keep my minds off of things, and I'm freaking out because all I can think of is the fact that he is going over to her house for the weekend. I've tried reading, playing games on the computer, excercising (I've put in many hours at the fitness center). My stupid cell phone doesn't work here so

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[carpedi7]

Thanks sweetie, I wish I were nearby so that I could meet that precious new baby and the adorable Xander and your other amazing kidlets and be around their wonderful mother.

[gymble]

I think that it's good you keep posting about this. Everyone knows you're having a rough time. Hang in there.

[paksenarrion2]

Don't you dare stop posting. Whatever you want to post lets us stay connected to you, even if it is a tenuous one.

I wish I was down there, I would take you out and we could go check out some male strippers and maybe do body shots. :D Or maybe a trip to the beach.

[carpedi7]

Oh honey, you don't know how much I wish you were down here too. I just want to be around my friends and you would make my life so much better right now.

[carpedi7]

I love you, like I told raligh though, after being told that you do things to make people feel sorry for you and that is why your friends treat you the way that they do, I just don't want to run you guys off also. I couldn't handle that, so I wanted to give you guys the option of not seeing me freak out every 5 minutes.

[carpedi7]

:)

[tiggz]

i know i've been un-loopy this past week, but i have been scrolling when i can and i'm glad when i see a post from you because it at least lets me know you're okay.

*smooooooooooch* to you. i love you.

[carpedi7]

Okay, I just wanted to make sure. I just don't want to run any of you guys off.