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[carpedi7]

I'm so tired of the panic attacks. I'm tired of feeling my heartbeat in my throat and feeling like if someone touches me I'm going to snap in half. I want to scream, I want to hit something, I want to throw up. The Prozac keeps me sane during the day, but at night I feel so on edge. The pills the ER doc gave me keep me from going into full blown

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[spectralbovine]

I hope tomorrow is better, Jenn. I wish I were there to hug you. *hug*

[tlp70]

I've been where you are Jenn, and I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear about what you've been going through. I had a huge problem with some debilitating panic attacks and medication never helped. I was on Prozac for awhile and then Lexapro and Seroquel. They threw some Xanax in the mix and I had a couple blackouts, so that definitely didn't work

[carpedi7]

I wish I could look forward to bowling, but right now since that is how we met and everything, the idea of going up there just makes me sick to my stomach. I feel as if everyone is looking at me, and talking about me, and on his side. It may be stupid, but that is how I feel.

{{Hugs}} you take care of yourself too sweetie.

[paksenarrion2]

You know, if you need to scream, go find a quiet place away from anyone and let loose. Scream until you are hoarse. It may only help temporarily, but it will help. Just be sure to go where no one is around, you don't want them calling the SWAT team in. On second thought, that might not be a bad idea. Could be some hotties to take your mind off things for a bit. ;-)

When do you head home?

And yes, there will be ups and downs within the day. Heck, even within the hour. Hopefully the Dr can help with the panic attacks.

[carpedi7]

We start driving back on Saturday and should be back home sometime Sunday, then the packing up of my life starts.

[kibarika]

I hear you. I seem to be in full panic mode now each time I wake up in the night. There is no gradual waking for me. I'm asleep or I'm panicking.