"I want to hate you so bad, but I can't."

[carpediem9786]

Do you ever get the feeling that if you had changed the smallest thing you've done in the past, that your life would be completely different at this very moment? Maybe it would be better, and hell, maybe it would be a lot worse. It's frightening to think that the smallest thing that you do in your life can have the biggest effect. I wish I knew if

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[purple_gumdrops]

i feel the same way, like exactly. i hope i can see you tomorrow. i just miss being able to just sit and relax :(

[swimchief]

oh jennifer on jennifer,
how i love thee!

i think you need to stop worrying about what happened long ago... like i've said before to others and you... don't worry about the long past... think about what you can do tomorrow.. and the next day... and the next day... there will always be something that you could have done different or changed in the past but if you did do something different, you would have lost something that you have now. there are always going to be tradeoffs to what happens in life and you just have to focus on the good! by the way... movie director is screaming your profession... by the way... :) i love you jen!