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[carrieatomic]

so my first weekend as a prego was ok. except for the screaming match i got into with andrew. he's an ass. i swear, i really dunno how im going to get through 9 mths of this. he's being a real prick and it's getting old. im almost ready to say fuck it. im not expecting him to give up everything, but a little compassion would be nice. it's like i

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[shandril19]

Not throwing any fuel on the fire, but I've decided that although I'd make periodic exceptions, I completely expect my husband/boyfriend to give up the alcohol and smoking with me when I'm pregnant.

If I have to do it for the sake of our child, no reason he shouldn't share it with me.

[carrieatomic]

EXACTLY!!!!!!!! thank you! someone sees my point. at first i wasn't going to expect him to completely give it up but i don't think it's fair. especially since i had to quit cold turkey- seeing as how this wasn't planned. it just hurts because partying and the boys have always come first before me. i hate that. i always thought that if this sitution of me getting pregnant were to happen it would be different. and the very first weekend after we found out, i was proved wrong. and when i tell him that he's a not so great boy @ times he gets all pissed off. i mean, i call it as i see it, right? whatever. im venting. i have very few friends, and even though im excited about the baby... i just feel like my life is fucked for the next year. and it puts a damper in my mood. haha. anyways. thanks for listening.

[shandril19]

Okay, so I mentioned this to Paul last night and he "doesn't see the point".

So ummm, I guess he won't be the one.

[carrieatomic]

yeah. boys suck. oh well. i really don't expect him to quit partying. it's just i want a little sympathy dammit. haha. maybe im just moody? who knows.... someone else needs to get pregnant and be hormonal with me. :)