They're a part of me. Close to me than anyone has ever been. And I'm leaving.... So soon. What if I dont' come back? What if it all changes and I never find friends like that again... What if we stop talking... I just spent the whole weekend with them, and now they'r gone. My room feels empty, my hosue feels empty, I feel empty ( Read more... )

JEWEL LYRICS ( Read more... )

SO LET'S GET ON BOOGY-ING ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to dislike you. Whenever you do something and I point it out, I'm always wrong and you're doing nothing bad. But right when I do it you go and talk about me behind my back in front of me, or behind my back where I don't know what you're saying. If you wanted him so badly, why didn't YOU show intrest in him? Hmmm? But no you ( Read more... )

I like how you drove 25 minutes to see me for two seconds at work. And I was put in drive thru. I'm not gonna lie, you pretty much made my night because it made me laugh so much.

So I didn't go to school this morning. I wok up around 8:40, and I usually leave me house at 8:37 to make it to school on time. So, my dad walks in and he's like "Are you gonna walk 'cause I have a meeting to go to" and I was like "yeah, kay." I woke up around 9:30? Took a 45 minutes shower, sat on my comuter, got dressed slowly, talked on the ( Read more... )

Look at this stuff. Isn't it neat? Wouldn't you think my collections complete? Wouldn't you think I'm the girl, the girl who has... everything. Look at this trove, treasures untold. How many wonders can one cavern hold. Looking around here you'd think, "Sure, she's got everything." I've got gadgets and gizmos a plenty. I've got whozits and whatzits ( Read more... )

I went from so happy...

to....

I want to break down, and cry.

And I don't know... why.

Wow, I really am horrible at updating this thing. Maybe I should jsut keep it open. Well, I woke up at 2 today. So, now there is no doubt in my mind tehre is something wrong with me. Be it mentally or physically, there is something wrong with me. And it's scary... because last time I got like this I fainted in the middle of Winter in a Soccer Field ( Read more... )

So, I woke up this morning and went on the computer like I usually do. And pretty much sat there all day, like I usually do. My dad made me breakfast and it was yummy. I've been waiting for boy to sign on, or call me. No such luck. I really don't know what to do with him anymore. Some things he says just makes my heart reach out, but some of his ( Read more... )