Well it's only because of Christina badgering me about being a lurking post reader here that I am now posting. It's just, a lot has been going on but I can't seem to put what I feel into words. Everything that I feel deeply, or everyone I feel deeply about, the things I want to get off my chest, I can't put up here. I just can't because I always ( Read more... )

So in reality, I've been home for...umm...since thursday the 25th. Which is great...because even though I enjoyed being out in the woods, (even if i was with five sausages..i mean...guys) It was just so good to get home. I learned a lot of things about myself, things between derek and i, etc. I had to. I had seven days to puzzle things through... ( Read more... )

I guess all things have to come to an end at some point. No matter how miserable and shitty the ending is ( Read more... )

I think that is crap. I think how you think is crap. Lately. It's CRAP. And that's how I feel, and there's not a whole hell of a lot that will change your mind, and I know that. And to me, that is ALSO CRAP ( Read more... )

Well I am in a better mood, and have had plenty of thinking time to myself. I have a lot of little plans in the works, it's fun, I think. Most of which will take at least a year to complete, and some a year before they begin...BUUUUT....we shall see we shall see. I wish I could tell someone all my little secrets, but I am not sure that any of what ( Read more... )

It's hardest knowing that I don't have you there like I once thought I did. I've sat at home a lot, feeling hundreds of different emotions and considering putting them down in a letter. I wanted to write it all down because sometimes that helps ( Read more... )

So my weekend was good. Wait, let me think, was it good? Friday night, ALMOST turned out not good, but Laurel saved the day. That night went to Joe's around midnight for a bonfire that was happening just for me :). Saturday I worked around the house, picked things up, then went to a wedding reception, which was fun but I didn't stay all night. I ( Read more... )

I am an emotional ball of crap. I make decisions then realize that I wanted to do the two other things I had as options. I really suck at this to tell you the truth.

On a lighter note, I hung out with stef today. And that was great. :)

This past weekend was a lot of fun. Went up to my granny's cabin on friday to play with my cousins, turned out to be really fun. They just need to learn to entertain themselves...for God's sake they brought portable DVD players. Does anybody see the problem with that, oooorr is it just me? UP NORTH. When you're up north, you're supposed to swim all ( Read more... )

Go here. Read it. It's shit like this that makes me disgusted to think I belong to the lack of common sense having human race. Assholes.

European Union Set to Ban Nutritional Supplements
http://www.atsnn.com/story/117923.html
Full Article Here.
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