sometimes, in my house i feel stagnant. there's no real "meg space" anymore. i use to be home alone at lot and i didn't like it. now, it's a strange gift. i don't like it anymore than being with my family - but it can be nice to have quiet and listen to my music as loudly or as softly as i'd like and waste time on the computer and be impressively ( Read more... )

!!!

( since i'm obsessed with LJ-cuts and these kids . . . )

over the past 3+ years, the number in my "college kids" section of my buddy list has grown. it makes me nervous, excited, impressed, antsy and more looking at all their away messages telling me just how much they hate finals. in one year, maybe someone will see my away message the same way.

or i'll be flippin' burgers. whatevs.

you can tell the past two weeks have been good to me because i'm covered in these little bruises and bumps but couldn't tell you where a single one is from.

i know it's weird but i know you agree.

i got over the whole senior year is from the devil stage, for now. thanksgiving break seemed like a terrible reminder of how far away winter break was ( Read more... )

how nice is this ?

andi got into binghamton today. caitlin got into columbia today. my friends are at harvard being intellectuals today. paula is on her way to audition for ithaca college today. my friends are finding out about their respective dreams/goals/ambitions in the next week or so. i'm officially done applying, because i spent in my SAT ( Read more... )

suddenly, this is seeming a little bit more like a senior year. slowly, yeah. but things are falling into place.

piece,

piece,

piece,

piece.

we'll get there i'm sure.

Last Year:

I am worth $1,815,448.00 on HumanForSale.com

i'm an expensive kid! at least that's what mom + the website say..

and this year . . .

I am worth $1,811,610 on HumanForSale.com

. . . . that's right. i went down in value over the past year.

so i've been avoiding writing anything about my life in this addictive journal but the time has come. today was a good day! i'm not going to pretend that i can explain how amazing my trip was. we all know i am an avid supporter of the winter months - it's just a fact. today was not good. and yesterday was SO fun. livejournals sure seem silly in the ( Read more... )

here's a photo analysis of my past few days . . .


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