life is so confusing. i can't even write about it. strange.

i'm utterly confused. not about one specific thing, but just in general. it's like all the questions i have are unanswered lately...and there seems to be little hope in answers being revealed soon. c'mon life...shape up already. or at least be clear. i need you to be calm cool and collected for once, because for once it really does matter.

this is gonna seem random cuz it's been years since i've updated....my cryptics might be less legible but i think you'll get the hang of it ( Read more... )

when i say i'm sore i mean my muscles. ouch. i believe i tapped for 8 hours yesterday. 2 master classes, 2 rehearsals, and the performance. it was ok i guess, aside from the softshoe being 40X too fast because susan counted them off in a hurry. walter freedman and karen's piece was incredable! harold cromer's piece...no words except justin, amanda ( Read more... )

sitting in my room pouring over newly aquired ani and jack johnson lyrics...ecstasy ( Read more... )

as in contact sheets. well, this is my opinion. so far i've only gotten two, one from my mother which doesn't count because she doesn't have the guts to tell me the truth about anything, and the other from my own critical eye ( Read more... )

part one is saturday/sunday till 6...part two is tonight...part three is general i guess ( Read more... )

so my bff is having a momentary crisis. i want to help but i don't know if there's much more that i can do. i've tried rationalizing the situation for her, telling her what i would do, comparing her situation to one that i've been through (and made it out alive), and just being there for her and lending a shoulder. i miss the happy her, the real ( Read more... )

fuck.

well, i guess i'd rather feel heartbroken than not feel.

yea so this has gotta be bordom...but fun i admit ( Read more... )