i am depressed.
i have an eating disorder.
i am an alcoholic.
and i need help.
i am homeless.
as of next week.
my bones are hollowing out due to malnutrician.
i will die soon.

have another fucking beer emilia.
maybe some men other than heroin addicts will notice you and find you attractive.

i have trouble differenciating dirt from bruises.

this is a problem.

help.

i think i am an alcoholic.

my everything hurts

he said that i was the best sex he's ever had.

too bad he doesn't want to be with me.

because i sure love the fucking hell out of him even though i shouldn't.

the lies.
the fake kisses.
and the way he'd touch my hand to reassure me.

so in a word. jenny lewis was amazing.

and we're going to get married.

i just tailored a jacket, took in my green hoodie so it will fit properly.. again. and took in my grey hoodie.

all while watching project runway.

wow.

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