umm i dont really know how to put this but something just hit me. and it is one of the most rediculus thoughts and im upset by this because we dont know were doing it and i feel like i have written this before complete deja'vu. ok so like were all getting so fucked up and hurt. and its not just one of us its everyone. and were missing that we need ( Read more... )

this time its up and over with, my journal is going to be gone for real now, not that anyone actually will mind. today i have made many thoughts on current and past decisions i have made. pertaining to certain people and nothing at all. if you understand you would listen. if you really ever cared you would listen, if at any point you had intentions ( Read more... )

Hey there people, I haven't posted in this baby for a hella long time... I'm not sure why, but I haven't... Anyway, me and Nick are sitting here, waiting for Lauren to get here... She said she was gonna go get a Slurpee and come over here, that was at like, 6:30, and it is now 8:01... That's bad, no? Yes. So yeah, Nick's playing the geetar, and I ( Read more... )

hey peoples, i think due to circumstances that some know of i am going to stop using this livejournal. and i think i may also stop using the internet all together, some things keep coming back. umm if i dont have your fone # slapp it on here, ill put you on my fone i just think that this would be the best thing. it sucks because i have had this ( Read more... )

waking for nothing ( Read more... )

ya you heard it right bitches i got a job at pats. badass. money flow will be awsome. the guy was like actually im going to hire you on the spot. so thats bad. i start next week maybe end of this week. see ya all there.

he people, its been a little bit since i have really written in here and its complete bullshit you know my life feels like its really at the bottom. im nothing to everything. im so lost and i have nothing left. someone put my feet back on the ground please. any way, sounds like a good song a? well um practice has been kicking ass and were getting ( Read more... )

this time ( Read more... )

something seems more important ( Read more... )

hey peoples, i know its been a while. i cant say that i have been busy because that would be lying and i try to stray from it whenever possible i guess. i hope that all of you are doing well and that your summers are going really good. its been one of those weeks, again. things just keep getting harder. i need a vacation or i think its time for me ( Read more... )