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[carve_the_days]

i just feel so out of sorts..so down. i just want to be near my family..to be able to mourn with them...and even here, i just want to be near my friends...so they can make me laugh and forget that i am hurting....but instead, midterms. i can't concentrate. today, walking home from my last gardening class...my eyes were opened to how blessed i

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[awwstruck]

i understand

and i was/am/will be here, always, always...if you'll let me

i love you

[carve_the_days]

Thanks..so much cuz.

[capturethefall]

sometimes it's not so selfish to be unhappy even though you have many blessings. you're going through one of life's most difficult processes and on top of that you have to be away from most of your family and take 5000 exams. i went through the same process exactly a year ago. you're doing the right thing, it is a process and that's something i didn't realize. i refused to let myself grieve for my loss- i thought if i just kept myself busy i wouldn't have to- but the hurt only grew into something deeper.
i guess what i'm trying to say is don't second guess yourself for crying or feeling lost, no one expects you to "bounce back" and ace all your midterms, which, when put into perspective of what's really important, are a grain of salt in the ocean.
well i know this comment is long and not exactly uplifting but i felt compelled to let you know [and jessica] know that i'm thinking/praying about you girls and although i know it's not what you want to hear right now and it may not feel like it, there is a light at the end of the

[carve_the_days]

Allison..with all my heart, thank you so much for taking the time to share and write that.