Neglecting livejournal at its best!

Seven months I have worked in a backpacker hostel's as thursday was my last working day and here I am, off to Kuala Lumpur for two nights, probably going to have some intense shopping and fun with friends! My first PROPER one overseas with buds, bahaha.

Shit I'm typing in coach to pass time. Can't
wait for the ( Read more... )

They fuck you up, your mum and dad ( Read more... )

i was about to type a whole lot of fucks but forget it i'm tired

i've just figured how nothing is normal in life. life itself is not even normal. i am not normal. i am not like you. i can never be anything like the rest of them walking down the street. as i glance at them, as i try to find some similarities in their eyes, i find nothing but an empty space and how distanced their world and mine is. how distanced ( Read more... )

how do you actually really know someone, if a person has meant every word mentioned, if someone's really sorry? how do you actually know? time may be precious but it is definitely a hell lot as the seconds go by, and it can take probably forever to know anything at all, especially the truth. it has always been about time, hope and faith. it has ( Read more... )

but then i realized i wasn't one to take a shit on someone else ( Read more... )

i see the differences now.. i miss you. i miss us.

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remember pain.

this is for.. trying, for feeling worthless, for being a friend, for being there for everyone else, for being disappointed, for being let down, for being alone, for being there for everyone else again but me, for being let down again, for disappointment again, for knowing that no one really gives an actual honest fuck, for putting others in mind ( Read more... )

crying so much that it's just so hard to completely stop.