today was jsut fucking great if you like pain and suffering..... i lost the person who cared about me i think she cared about me....... well it doesnt matter now she is gone and never coming back....... i talk to old and new people today....... that was the highlight of my day other than doing like 55 down the road and pulling cris's e brake and ( Read more... )

today was shity like every day of course.... well fuck im tier good night.....

clayton

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i went fishing today it was fun til the bugs came out..... that really sucks they were biting more than the fish... got to see cris today that was fun no fighting that was really good.... and then there was this guy who was braging and broke his pole that said it want break..... yeah fuck him... hes better than me i guess because he can break ( Read more... )

its been going well.... cris and i have stoped most of the fighting in a sence but its still there..... thats what happens when you care for someone you have the urge and will to fight for them and with them...... we have a show on the 1st of may at some church so we are going to cover all appologies from nirvana and smash the shit out of some ( Read more... )

i want her to be here even though she jsut right down the street..... she makes me think about what i do and what i feel i want it to work but its like she doesnt..... i cant tell you what she thinks but its jsut im scared and i know shes scared..... i want to be scared with her i dont wnat her to have all the feelings i want her to share them ( Read more... )

im fucking tired of dumb ass people who cant make their mind up... i would be one of those people so i cant hate them... so im going to stop updating for a while and i made ten dollars today well fuck i got to go im talking on the phone with a special person....

clayton

im so tierd but i cant figure out why it sucks.... or wait i do know but cant tell if u shall know im stay up to much ha ha u thought it was soming else...well had some fun with cris and shot josh p with a windex bottel fun of water to wake him up and that about it...

Clayton

today my girl friend is eaating with her x boy friend it upsets me and pleases me at the same time...it upsets me because he is her x but and pleases me because maybe she is having some fun.... maybe that m=being overbering but hey its life.... by the way life still sucks....well i guess i will go wait inpatient for them to get back so i can have ( Read more... )