Help me fall back into that cheap imitation dark blue oblivion, it was honest. Awkward but honest ( Read more... )

Staring at the clock with sweaty palms and a feeling like every bit if nervous energy ever created is flowing through the pit of your stomach. Every tick is and eternity, you start staring at the patterns colorful floor tiles and pretend like you are interested or in some kind of other deep thought, but really you are just nervous. It's not ( Read more... )

hmmmm I think that I am going to move to Canada...

I feel very empty

I get agitated about things that I shouldn't, I get distant about things that don't matter, I feel pathetic when everyone is watching. The worst part of it is that I know I am dealing with things the wrong way, but I can't push myself into the right way... blahhh

I need to accomplish something.

Never forget that the body of the undead is, for all practical purposes, human. What changes do occur are in the way this new reanimated body is used by the now-infected brain. There is no way a zombie could fly unless the human it used to be could fly. The same goes for projecting force fields, teleportation, moving through solid objects, ( Read more... )

My little sister is home for the break, and it's been good having her home. Now though her b/f from NYC is staying at our house for a couple of days, I think through the New Year. It's a little akward, a little weird, but he seems like a decent enough guy. I went to the Blue Jackets game with the two of them last night and talked to him a ( Read more... )

I saw an interesting article in the Dispatch today about Chuck Lamb, a middle-age West sider, who's dream is to be a Corpse in a Hollywood production. He has a website where he takes pictures of different situations of accidental deaths such as falling while hanging Christmas lights and getting electrocuted while taking a bath. I really wish that ( Read more... )

Trying to grab onto thin air, without proper footing is no good ( Read more... )

To simulate sinus headache:

1. Find a screwdriver(preferably with sufficient grips).

2. Jam in eye

Pump the benedryl through an IV, this is a major fucking ouchness, comes with winter.