Only Love
Title: Only love
Pairings: Matsumiya
Rating: Sorry, i don't know how to rate
Genre: Fluff , Romance
Warning: First ever fanfic
Summary: Jun wats to talk to Nino no matter what. He wants him back but everyone just pulls them apart.
Notes: Jun=purple, Nino=green
He was desperate, he needed to see his face closely once more. He wanted to touch him again, smell his scent, that sweet scent that always made his head spin. He wanted him to say those words to him again. He regret everything that happened that night. He wanted him only, he needed him. He is, his everything.
“Will he come?”
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He was sitting on his couch. The TV was turned on but he wasn’t paying attention to it. He was lost deep in his thoughts. He wanted to go but he was afraid to. He read the letter that was left on top of his NDS for the nth time.
Nino,
I need to talk to you. I’m sorry, I regret what I did.
Same place. I will be waiting for you to come. No matter what.
Sorry……
Jun
The young gamer’s eyes lingered on the last two phrases. This saddened him.
Why was he sorry. Stupid. I was the one who hurt him and he’s saying sorry.
He was scared. He couldn't face him. He had hurt him, made him cry. He hated himself for doing that.
He looked at the time. 2:30pm. The letter had been there since 9 in the morning. Just after he returned from his morning jog. He looked out the window. The sky is turning grey.
He wouldn’t be there.
Though he knew deep in his heart that Jun, his beloved Jun would still be there, waiting. Even if there is a 7 am shoot for tomorrow, he would wait. He would leave only to finish his job and probably go back and wait. That’s just how he is and he loved him more for that.
It started to rain. He was getting anxious. He looked at his watch again. 3:05. The rain was falling harder. He couldn’t stand it anymore and before he knew it, he put the letter in his pocket, got an umbrella and started to run.
I love him. Only him. Only.
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“Achooo!”
“Help me out here tree-san! You’re not shading me at all! Baka tree!” the tall photographer shouted.
He looked for a better place to shade himself then he suddenly started laughing.
“Achooo!” he kept on sneezing. He’s been soaked in the rain for almost an hour already.
“You really are a baka tree!” he laughed at the tree.
“Have you gone mad? Talking to trees now eh?” said a very familiar voice to him.
Instantly, without thinking twice, he looked at where the voice came from. There he is, Nino, standing in front of him, smiling, that smile that he loved.
He’s beautiful. I missed that smile Kazu, I missed you.
They stared at each other for awhile neither one moving. Only Jun’s never ending sniffing was heard, until Nino broke the silence.
“I knew it. You never bring an umbrella. You’re soaked.” Said the smaller man as he approached the man that he love and shaded him under his umbrella.
“Thanks. I’ll hold it.” Jun offered, seeing that Nino was hard up in holding the umbrella.
“Jun, what happened two weeks befo-”
“I’m sorry. Kazu,” Jun cut him off. He was stuttering, he kept his head down. He didn’t want to let Nino see that desperate side of him.
“I’m sorry, I don’t want this. I regret every….thing I….I.. said back then…… I’m s…..sorry. I need y…..you. Let’s….. let’s….not…..break…up” he was crying, Jun. He didn’t want to end things. He couldn’t.
“Baka Jun”
“Jun” he held his cheeks “look at me” when he saw the younger man’s face crying, he almost broke down. He couldn’t bare looking at the person he loved this hurt. What hurt more was that he was the one who hurt him, the person he loves most is crying because of him.
“Jun, you really are stupid.” He gave him a faint smile while he wiped the tears that kept flowing.
“I couldn’t believe this, why are you saying sorry? You’re not the bad guy here Jun. I am. I made you suffer, I hurt you. I made you experience all those painful things. Everything, is because of me.” He held his man’s free hand.
“I should be the one saying sorry, not you. Jun,” they didn’t take their eyes away from each other
“My love, I’m sorry. Forgive me, you are my only one. I love you Jun, forever.”
Jun smiled. How much he missed those words.
“Nino…” he wanted to say more but before he was able to, his eyes went blur, his knees got weak and he felt his body getting heavier.
Then there he was, lying on the ground. Unconscious.
“JUUUN!”
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A/N: There you have it! my very firs fan fic. :D i'm starting chapter 2 tomorrow! :DD sorry if it took to
long, yoo see, i'm new at this. forgive the lameness, grammar mistakes and spelling.
hope yoo all give me love and comment! much love!!
what do yoo think?
much love~ <3
(italized words are their thoughts)
hope yoo liked it!
Pairings: Matsumiya
Rating: Sorry, i don't know how to rate
Genre: Fluff , Romance
Warning: First ever fanfic
Summary: Jun wats to talk to Nino no matter what. He wants him back but everyone just pulls them apart.
Notes: Jun=purple, Nino=green
He was desperate, he needed to see his face closely once more. He wanted to touch him again, smell his scent, that sweet scent that always made his head spin. He wanted him to say those words to him again. He regret everything that happened that night. He wanted him only, he needed him. He is, his everything.
“Will he come?”
…………………………………………………………………………
He was sitting on his couch. The TV was turned on but he wasn’t paying attention to it. He was lost deep in his thoughts. He wanted to go but he was afraid to. He read the letter that was left on top of his NDS for the nth time.
Nino,
I need to talk to you. I’m sorry, I regret what I did.
Same place. I will be waiting for you to come. No matter what.
Sorry……
Jun
The young gamer’s eyes lingered on the last two phrases. This saddened him.
Why was he sorry. Stupid. I was the one who hurt him and he’s saying sorry.
He was scared. He couldn't face him. He had hurt him, made him cry. He hated himself for doing that.
He looked at the time. 2:30pm. The letter had been there since 9 in the morning. Just after he returned from his morning jog. He looked out the window. The sky is turning grey.
He wouldn’t be there.
Though he knew deep in his heart that Jun, his beloved Jun would still be there, waiting. Even if there is a 7 am shoot for tomorrow, he would wait. He would leave only to finish his job and probably go back and wait. That’s just how he is and he loved him more for that.
It started to rain. He was getting anxious. He looked at his watch again. 3:05. The rain was falling harder. He couldn’t stand it anymore and before he knew it, he put the letter in his pocket, got an umbrella and started to run.
I love him. Only him. Only.
……………………………………………………………
“Achooo!”
“Help me out here tree-san! You’re not shading me at all! Baka tree!” the tall photographer shouted.
He looked for a better place to shade himself then he suddenly started laughing.
“Achooo!” he kept on sneezing. He’s been soaked in the rain for almost an hour already.
“You really are a baka tree!” he laughed at the tree.
“Have you gone mad? Talking to trees now eh?” said a very familiar voice to him.
Instantly, without thinking twice, he looked at where the voice came from. There he is, Nino, standing in front of him, smiling, that smile that he loved.
He’s beautiful. I missed that smile Kazu, I missed you.
They stared at each other for awhile neither one moving. Only Jun’s never ending sniffing was heard, until Nino broke the silence.
“I knew it. You never bring an umbrella. You’re soaked.” Said the smaller man as he approached the man that he love and shaded him under his umbrella.
“Thanks. I’ll hold it.” Jun offered, seeing that Nino was hard up in holding the umbrella.
“Jun, what happened two weeks befo-”
“I’m sorry. Kazu,” Jun cut him off. He was stuttering, he kept his head down. He didn’t want to let Nino see that desperate side of him.
“I’m sorry, I don’t want this. I regret every….thing I….I.. said back then…… I’m s…..sorry. I need y…..you. Let’s….. let’s….not…..break…up” he was crying, Jun. He didn’t want to end things. He couldn’t.
“Baka Jun”
“Jun” he held his cheeks “look at me” when he saw the younger man’s face crying, he almost broke down. He couldn’t bare looking at the person he loved this hurt. What hurt more was that he was the one who hurt him, the person he loves most is crying because of him.
“Jun, you really are stupid.” He gave him a faint smile while he wiped the tears that kept flowing.
“I couldn’t believe this, why are you saying sorry? You’re not the bad guy here Jun. I am. I made you suffer, I hurt you. I made you experience all those painful things. Everything, is because of me.” He held his man’s free hand.
“I should be the one saying sorry, not you. Jun,” they didn’t take their eyes away from each other
“My love, I’m sorry. Forgive me, you are my only one. I love you Jun, forever.”
Jun smiled. How much he missed those words.
“Nino…” he wanted to say more but before he was able to, his eyes went blur, his knees got weak and he felt his body getting heavier.
Then there he was, lying on the ground. Unconscious.
“JUUUN!”
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A/N: There you have it! my very firs fan fic. :D i'm starting chapter 2 tomorrow! :DD sorry if it took to
long, yoo see, i'm new at this. forgive the lameness, grammar mistakes and spelling.
hope yoo all give me love and comment! much love!!
what do yoo think?
much love~ <3
(italized words are their thoughts)
hope yoo liked it!