Only Love
Title: Only love
Pairings: Matsumiya
Rating: Sorry, i don't know how to rate
Genre: Fluff , Romance
Warning: First ever fanfic
Summary: Jun wats to talk to Nino no matter what. He wants him back but everyone just pulls them apart.
Notes: Jun=purple, Nino=green, Sho=red, Aiba=orange
“Please… no.. Jun…” the older man was crying. He was sitting as he held Jun who was lying down on his lap.
Oh Kami-sama please, I beg of you let him be ok.
Nino was panicking, he was already breaking down. “Phone.. where’s my phone… wh…” his hopes went down, he remembered that he left his phone at home.
“Jun, wake up please. P…pl…please…Ju-” he was cut off when he felt something vibrate from Jun’s pocket. It was his phone. He felt hope. Without letting another second pass, he got Jun’s phone, and immediately dialed.
“Uh… wha…1….1….9..” he couldn’t properly dial the number when something warm suddenly touched his hand. He looked down and saw Jun who was softly laughing.
“I’m not dead, Ninomiya, I’m fine” said the man who was laying motionlessly just moments ago.
“Jun….” before Nino was able to finish what he wanted to say, he pulled Jun and embraced him as if it was the first time he was able to in 10 years.
“Jun, I was scared….. I th….ought you were gonna lea….ve me forever. I…I…” he hugged him tighter.
The younger man didn’t know what to say, he was moved to tears. He realized just how much this man loved him. He embraced him back. They stayed in each other’s arms for even I don’t know how long.
“Ne, Kazu? You were about to call 119 right?” Jun laughed his loud worriless laugh.
“Kazu, honestly, I’m fine. le- achoo!”
“Jun? Chotto matte.” Nino broke their embrace and placed his hand on his lover’s forehead. He felt him shiver when his palms touched Jun’s skin.
“Gosh! You have a high fever. Let’s go, my apartment’s closer. Rest there for a while.” He helped Jun up and carried his bag but once Jun stood up, he held Nino’s hand and didn’t move an inch.
Would he tell me? I want to know. I want to feel safe with him. We need to talk no matter what.
“Juuuuuun” Nino waved his hand in front of him looking worried which brought Jun back to his senses.
“Jun? Are you feeling dizzy? Want to sit here and I’ll call a cab to pick us up.” Nino was about to leave.
“No. Kazu… we really need to talk.” Jun said too softly that Nino almost didn’t hear.
“At home, I’ll tell you everything and anything that you want to know. You first need to change.”
“…”
“I promise.” He assured.
With that, Jun obediently followed Nino to his apartment though throughout the whole walk Nino carried almost half of his body while he sniffed endlessly. He felt sorry for him but he couldn’t do anything.
They reached the apartment and Nino told Jun to put on a bathrobe first while he waited for the water to warm. Jun did what was said and patiently waited in the dining room. After just a couple of minutes, Nino came out of his room changed and told Jun that the bath was already ok. (the only bathroom was in Nino’s room)
“Don’t take too long inside. I prepared clothes for you, after you take a bath just rest in the bed and I’ll be making you soup, ne?”
“Haaaaaaiiii~” said the younger man as he dragged himself to the bathroom. Kawaii. He should stop doing those kind of things.
Not being able to control himself, he pulled Jun to face him and he planted a soft kiss on his forehead.
“Get well soon ok?” Nino said in a whisper and planted another kiss on his lover’s lips.
“I love you Jun.” his sick lover smiled and moved closer but Nino knew better. He turned him around and pushed him lightly.
“You’re sick. We have plenty of time for playing. But for now, let’s cure you. Bath.”
“Hmph” Jun marched to the room noisily to show Nino his annoyance, though deep inside, Jun’s heart was about to burst out of his chest already. He was thankful to Nino in fact for stopping, God knows what would happen to him if they continued.
“Oh! And you’ll stay here for the night!”
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“Nyaaaaa~ Kimochi!” Jun has been in the bath tub for more than 30 minutes already. Worried that Nino might think he drowned already, he wrapped a small towel around his waist and stepped out of the bathroom.
“Juuun. I’m coming in” without waiting for a reply, Nino entered the room and saw Jun who just at that moment stepped out of the bathroom.
Wow. That’s sick?
“Kazu?” the almost naked man walked towards Nino.
“Kaaaazuuuuu~”
“Ah. What are you doing? Put on some clothes! You’ll get worse.”
Yes. Worse, for us both. You’re making this harder for me.
“I want you to be changed and in bed in 10 seconds” he turned back and started his counting
“10”
“9…”
“3………2……………………..1”
He turned back and saw Jun on sitting on his bed with the lower half of his body covered with the blanket. There he was with a wide grin on his face. Nino smiled back at him.
“Are you really sick?” he took the his temperature. 38.8
“Woah. Kinda high. How can you smile like that? Here’s your soup.” Jun tried to reach for the bowl but then Nino started feeding him. He didn’t complain, he was starting to feel heavy. After a few more sips, Nino decided that Jun already had enough and started to bring the dishes out.
“Arigatou, Kazu” was all Jun could say.
“You should rest, it’s been a long day. Especially for you.” Which was true, Nino made him wait in the rain for almost an hour.
“Already? It’s just 8:30.” Complained the already tired idol. Truth was, he is tired but he didn’t want to think of the past incident for a whole night again so he decided that he wasn’t going to let another day pass without him knowing what happened between Nino and Ohno a month ago and even after that. He was scared but he wanted, no, needed to know.
“Kazu, tell me”
“Nani?”
“Ano….about you and……………………Oh-chan.”
“Jun..” Nino saw fear in his lover’s eyes. He put down the dishes and sat beside Jun also covering himself with the blanket.
After he positioned himself comfortably hugging Jun while the younger man laid his head on Nino’s chest, he started his explanation.
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A/N: Sorry for the short lengths of each chapter. yes, there are a lot of pairings here. the next couple of chapters are going to be FLASHBACKS so please read. i'm not good at smut scenes yet but i plan on starting to write already. please comment ! oh! please feel to tell me if you see corrections. thanks!
may i ask where i can get arashi LJ layouts? much to all~
P.S. the italicized text are their thoughts. :D