my none sense
Really Really Sorry!
School has been bothering me alot lately, i never thought that
this thing called "school" would take up alot of my precious time!
I really want to post my Chapter 3 and Chapter 4 but i still have tons
of work to do! :DD I will be putting my emotions in this post so please
bear with me. :)
here it goes,
well, a couple of days ago, we had this 'open photoshoot'
i felt alone, disappointed, down and just wrong. the modeling
was sudden and i was not confident at all. i'm an insecure girl, yoo
see. (that's also a reason why i won't and don't plan to share this
journal to my friends), going back, i was modeling but i wasn't great
even though i want to model, i can't cause for one, i'm too fat. i have an
awful face, i have zero confidence and i'm just not model material
that's it. if i continue to blabber,i might cry. so i'll end it here.
look forward to chapter 3, 4 and maybe even 5 :DD
i love yoo all!
much love~ <3