Only Love
Title: Only love
Pairings: Matsumiya
Rating: Sorry, i don't know how to rate
Genre: Fluff , Romance
Warning: First ever fanfic
Summary: Jun wats to talk to Nino no matter what. He wants him back but everyone just pulls them apart.
Notes: Jun=purple, Nino=green, Sho=red, Aiba=orange, Ohno=blue
Flashback
“Ka..mmh…Kazu....we…mmm…need…to…mmm…go..” the young man pleaded as the man he loved continued to dominate his mouth.
Nino broke the kiss and looked into the eyes of his lover. “My love, we still have fifteen minutes.” His face inched closer to him. “Please?” and he looked at him with his puppy dog eyes which earned a nod from Jun.
That always works. When will you ever learn Jun-chan?
That always works. When will I ever learn?
Nino moved his face closer and started kissing him again. After moments, without knowing how, they were already on the sofa of their dressing room with Nino on top of Jun.
Pink painted the cheeks of the younger man as he continued to moan in pleasure, while Nino’s hands skillfully found its way into his shirt.
“Oh god! Jun you’re so beautiful!”
“We…ah…really…mmm…need….to…gooo”
“Jun-kun? 5 minutes before we start! We’ll be intro-ing so we need to go. Heki?” Said a voice from outside the dressing room.
“Haaai! Coming!”
Having heard the voice from the other side of the door, Jun pushed his lover off of him and started to fix himself as if there was no one on top of him just seconds ago.
“Juuun! 5 more minutes! I’m hard!” Nino protested but he only heard Jun laugh.
“Kazu, we have all night. There’s a show we need to host. Later.” he gave his lover a soft kiss. “Tonight, promise.” Seeing Nino smile, he left his lover and followed Sho to the set.
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The group was given a fifteen minute break, the show was to run for five hours and they only had two long breaks and this was their first break after more than an hour of taping. Just as Jun was about to go to the dressing room, he was yet again called by the voice that called him before the start of the show.
“Ne, Jun-kun?”
“Nani, Sho-chan?”
“About Nino…”
“Hai?” Jun thought he knew where this was going but the members were already aware of his relationship with Nino and so, he wondered.
“What’s wrong?” he asked again.
Nani? He’s just gonna drop the subject? Weird guy.
It was with Sho that Jun always felt the comfort of a brother, other than Nino, it was with Sho that he could truly be himself.
“Um, Sho-chan, I need change so I’ll be in the dressing room, ok?”
“Ah! Jun-kun! I brought your clothes here, I thought it would just be a waste of time to go to the dressing room so we could change in that comfort room. It’s closer and hai. Closer.” Sho said the words faster, even faster than when he’s rapping. He smiled sheepishly.
“Oh, ok. Thanks then.” The youngest member grabbed his clothes and went to the comfort room.
Why do I need to rush? I have fifteen minutes to change and the dressing room is just upstairs. Sho-chan is really weird today.
It only took Jun a minute to change since he didn’t have to change his pants. He double checked everything and noticed that his tie was missing. He stepped out of the comfort room and saw Sho seated at the director’s seat chatting with Aiba.
Come to think of it, where’s Kazu?
“Sho-chan! You forgot my necktie. Haha.” Jun almost shouted as he headed to the third floor where their dressing room was.
“No! Jun!” Sho shouted, worried.
He didn’t like what he saw once he reached their dressing room.
There he was, their youngest member, crying. The boy’s eyes were fixed on the scene inside the room. He didn’t make any noise as tears continued to flow on his cheeks.
“Gomen, Jun.” the newscaster whispered.
-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-..Earlier this morning..o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-
They had a special shoot for the day, it would last 5 hours. He arrived early, he thought he was the earliest when he heard voices from their dressing room. The voices were familiar, and the conversation was something. Really something. If Jun-kun heard this, he would break down, he would be torn.
“Ninooooo~ come on! You’re not serious!”
“I……..mmm…..am”
“Your body is saying something else” said the older man as he unzipped the pants of the man below him.
“Ohno … stop it!” Nino said as he pushed the older man away.
“Don’t tell me you really are serious about Jun-kun. Is he better than me?”
“It’s not always about that Ohno!”
“Really now?” he stood up and tried to get close to him but the young man stepped back.
“Fine.”
“Honto? Thanks! I know Riida would understand.” His spirits were up, he reached for his phone. He’s going to call his lover.
“But…”
“Eh?”
“I have one last request.”
“Last?”
“Yes. Last.”
“What?” the gamer was scared, he didn’t like the sound of Ohno’s voice.
“Be patient. I’ll tell you soon.”
Sho heard everything, and he knew what Ohno’s last request will be and this was what he was avoiding.
He didn’t want anything to happen.
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Jun looked at him still crying. He looked torn, broken.
“This should not have happened. Gomen.”
“Arigatou Sho-chan but, what…. Is…..” he looked back at the two figures inside the dressing room. “this?”
“Jun…”
This was what he was avoiding. He didn’t want to see any of this happen.
“Sho-chaaan! Jun-kuuun! There you are! Why’d you suddenly ran off like that?”
“Eh?” hearing his lover’s name being called, the gamer instantly turned towards the dressing room’s door but even before he was able to take his first step. He saw his lover, he could even see the traces of tears that dried up on his cheeks.
“Jun…I…this…”
“You should change, break’s over in a couple of minutes” hurt as he was, he smiled. Everyone knew, from his smile that he was hurt. It was forced, it was too much. He, himself even knew that the no one would believe the smile he gave, but he couldn’t care less.
“Jun I can ex-” Nino felt Ohno smile, he did not see it but he felt a smile from Ohno. He knew instantly that Ohno's last requet was not to plainly make love with him but to show Jun that Ohno was better. He hated himself for no realizing it.
“We have work Nino-chan. You and Riida should hurry and change, we’ll be going first.” Jun said with a stoic face. He called him Nino. Not Kazu, but Nino.
He got his tie and went back to set. It was scary, the way he looked, he was too composed. Nothing was natural in the way he acted but still, he was filming, hosting, singing as usual..
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.
.
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As if nothing happened.
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A one minute commercial was aired for change of stage, so Arashi had one minute of rest. Sho decided to use that minute wisely and went to Jun.
“I’ll make up an excuse for you. Get some air. Go.” knowing that Jun won’t accept his offer, Sho still tried. Who knows?
“Sho-chan, you know me.”
“Look at yourself, Jun-kun. You’re too unnatural.”
“I know that too, but I can’t neg-”
“JUN! Listen to me. Please.” The older man was not able to contain himself, he too was hurting inside, seeing Jun that way made him lose his composure. He was shouting and everyone was looking, Nino, was looking.
“Sho-chan, calm down please. Everyone’s looking.”
He composed himself looked at Jun and said almost begged “Go. please.”
“We need to get back onstage guys, we’ll be on air in 10 seconds.” Aiba announced
“Go-” but before Sho was able to finish, Jun ran to the stage and he had no choice but to follow.
Throughout the show, the group continued with their silliness but Sho never left the side of Jun, he kept on teasing him, talking to him and he kept on playing with him (which the fans loved). Two hours passed and they went on to their second and last fifteen minute break.
“Aaaaaaahh~ that was tiring. Ne? Jun?” the young gamer tried to talk to him.
No matter what, we need to talk Jun.
“Hai, it was.” was all the younger man said. Nothing more nothing less. He didn’t even looked at Nino who was in front of him. He kept his eyes on the fashion magazine he was reading.
“Want water? I’ll get some for you. Chotto.”
Why can’t I tell him. Talk Nino. Talk.
“Jun, here’s-”
“Jun-kun! The program was changed! Come here, check it out!” Sho shouted. He didn’t want them to talk for the mean time, well, forever actually, but for now, ‘for the mean time’ is fine.
“Honto?” Jun said as he thankfully went to his savior’s side.
“Arigatou.” He whispered. The change in the program was minimal. Insignificant actually, so he knew that Sho was just trying to help him.
“You need time, I know. Cool down.”
“Arigatou.”
“Jun-kun” the he held the hands of the weak man in front of him and everybody saw it. Nino saw it. He didn’t care, as a matter of fact, that is what he wants everybody or Nino to see. “Stop thanking me, it’s all I could do. It’s not even enough, there’s no need to thank me, no need Jun-kun.” He smiled at him, his most thoughtful smile.
“Sho-chan,”
“Just promise me one thing. It may not be today but I want you to talk to him. Patch things up. Ok?”
“After the shoot, I will talk to him.”
“No need to rush Jun-kun. You might do things that you will regret.”
“I won’t regret.”
I won’t regret
He was not convincing Sho, he was convincing himself.
>END OF FLASHBACK<
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A/N: Finally! Chapter 3 is here!!! :DD i'm gonna be late in our meeting for today but who cares? :))
i want to post this. now....
Ohno appears! :) he is the bad guy though (sorry! i know! i'm bad) i'm still thinking if i should continue the flashback or go back to jun and nino's talking.
you could tell me if there are some mistakes in my spelling or grammar ok? :D
i hope you're not disappointed. much love~~
P.S. the italicized text are their thoughts. :D