selfish ranting.

[casalmom]

the month that sam graduated was a blur to me.  mom was in the hospital and I missed everything...all those senior moment celebrations.  even if I attended, i don't remember them.  My mind was all consumed with mom.  She died a few days after his graduation and a few days before his party.   I have pictures...with fake smiles...but there was no joy

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[skpedro]

I think about you often. I'm not very good with my feelings but I felt like I should reach out to you. My mom passed away almost 2 years ago. I don't know how to deal with it even today. They say it gets easier. I guess I think about her less, but it still hurts the same. I know you've been through a lot lately and I just want you to know that I'm thinking about you. I hope you gain the strength you need to go through it. I love you.